A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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This merely implies that by a happy dispensation of Providence, I,
Theodora Johnston, have not the least desire to appropriate my sister's
husband, or, indeed, either of my sisters' husbands.
By-the-by--in a letter from Augustus to papa, which reached me through
Penelope, he names his visit to you; I am glad--glad he should show you
such honour and affection, and that they all should see it. Do not give
up the Trehernes; go there sometimes--for my sake. There is no reason
why you should not. Papa knows it; he also knows I write to you--but
he never says a word, one way or other. We must wait--wait and hope--or
rather, trust. As you say, the difference between young and older people
is, the one hopes, the other trusts.
I seem, from your description, to have a clear idea of the gaol, and
the long, barren breezy flat amidst which it lies, with the sea in the
distance. I often sit and think of the view outside, and of the
dreary inside, where you spend so many hours; the corridors, the
exercise-yards, and the cells; also your own two rooms, which you say
are almost as silent and solitary, except when you come in and find my
letter waiting you. I wish it was me!--pardon grammar--but I wish it was
me--this living me. Would you be glad to see me? Ah, I know!
Look! I am not going to write about ourselves--it is not good for us.
We know it all; we know our hearts are nigh breaking sometimes--mine is.
But it shall not. We will live and wait.
What was I telling you about?--oh, Francis. Well, Francis spent a whole
week at Rockmount, by papa's special desire, that they might discuss
business arrangements, and that he might see a little more of his
intended son-in-law than he has done of late years. Business was soon
dispatched--papa gives none of us any money during his life-time; what
will come to us afterwards we have never thought of inquiring. Francis
did, though--which somewhat hurt Penelope--but he accounted for it
by his being so "poor." A relative phrase; why, I should think 500L.
a-year, certain, a mine of riches--and all to be spent upon himself.
But as he says, a single man has so many inevitable expenses, especially
when he lives in society, and is the nephew of Sir William Treherne, of
Treherne Court. All "circumstances'!" Poor Francis; whatever goes
wrong he is sure to put between himself and blame the shield of
"circumstances." Now, if I were a man, I would fight the world
bare-fronted, any how. One would but be killed at last.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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