A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
Fiction
You will, too, my love, so I will repeat no more of what I said to him.
But these ghastly pictures were the strongest arguments available with
such a man. What was the use of talking to him of God, and life, and
immortality? he had told me he believed in none of these things. But
he believed in death--the epicurean's view of it--"to lie in cold
obstruction and to rot." I thought, and still think, that it was best
to use any lawful means to keep him from repeating the attempt. Best to
save the man first, and preach to him afterwards.
He and I walked up and down the streets of Liverpool almost in silence,
except when he darted into the first chemist's shop he saw to procure
opium.
"Don't hinder me," he said, imploringly, "it is the only thing that
keeps me alive."
Then I walked him about once more, till his pace flagged, his limbs
tottered, he became thoroughly passive and exhausted. I called a car,
and expressed my determination to see him safe home.
"Home! No, no, I must not go there." And the poor fellow summoned all
his faculties, in order to speak rationally. "You see, a gentleman in
my unpleasant circumstances--in short, could you recommend any place--a
quiet, out-of-the-way place, where--where I could hide?"
I had suspected things were thus. And now, if I lost sight of him even
for twenty-four hours, he might be lost permanently. He was in that
critical state, when the next step, if it were not to a prison, might be
into a lunatic asylum.
It was not difficult to persuade him that the last place where creditors
would search for a debtor would be inside a gaol, nor to convey him,
half-stupefied as he was, into my own rooms, and leave him fast asleep
on my bed.
Yet, even now, I cannot account for the influence I so soon gained, and
kept; except that any person in his seven senses always has power over
another nearly out of them, and to a sick man there is no autocrat like
the doctor.
Now for his present condition. The day following, I removed him to a
country lodging, where an old woman I know will look after him. The
place is humble enough, but they are honest people. He may lie safe
there till some portion of health returns; his rent, &c.--my prudent
little lady will be sure to be asking after my "circumstances"--well,
love, his rent for the next month at least, I can easily afford to pay.
The present is provided for--as to his future, heaven only knows.
I wrote, according to promise, to your sister Penelope, explaining where
Mr. Charteris was, his state of health, and the position of his affairs;
also, my advice, which he neither assents to nor declines, that as soon
as his health will permit, he should surrender himself in London, go
through the Insolvent Court, and start anew in life. A hard life, at
best, since, whatever situation he may obtain, it will take years to
free him from all his liabilities.
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