England -- Fiction; Strikes and lockouts -- Fiction
'I waited up till twelve o'clock, and James never came in. I heard him
let himself in afterwards with his latch-key, and came up into the
dressing-room. I called out to know where he had been, it is so unusual
for him to stay out, and he said he was much occupied, and that I was to
go to sleep, for he had some writing to do. But, Robert, instead of
writing, he was pacing the house all night, out of one room into
another; and in the morning--oh, I wish you could have seen him!--he
looked wild, wan, haggard, as one does who has got up out of a long
illness; and I am positive he had been weeping. From that time I have
noticed the change I tell you of. He seems like one going into his
grave. But, whether the illness is upon the body or the mind, I know
not.'
Dr. Bevary appeared intent upon putting together the pieces of his
phial, making them fit into each other.
'It will all come right, Louisa; don't fret yourself: something must
have gone cross in his business. I'll call in at the office and see
him.'
'Do not say that I have spoken to you. He seems to have quite a nervous
dread of its being observed that anything is wrong with him; has spoken
sharply, not in anger, but in anguish, when I have pressed the
question.'
'As if the lady could have anything to do with it!' exclaimed Dr.
Bevary, in a tone of satire.
'I do not suppose she had. I only mentioned the circumstances because it
is since that evening he has changed. You can see what you think of him,
and tell me afterwards.'
The answer was only a nod; and Mrs. Hunter went out. Dr. Bevary remained
in a brown study. His servant came in with an account that patient after
patient was waiting for him, but the doctor replied by a repelling
gesture, and the man did not again dare to intrude. Perplexity and pain
sat upon his brow; and, when at last he did rouse himself, he raised
aloft his hands, and gave utterance to words that sounded very like a
prayer:
'I pray heaven it may not be so! It would kill Louisa.'
The pale, delicate face of Mrs. Hunter was at that moment bending over
the invalid in her bed. In her soft grey silk dress and light shawl, her
simple straw bonnet with its white ribbons, she looked just the right
sort of visitor for a sick-chamber; and her voice was sweet, and her
manner gentle.
'No, ma'am, don't speak of hope to me,' murmured Mrs. Baxendale. 'I know
that there is none left, and I am quite reconciled to die. I have been
an ailing woman for years, dear lady; and it is wonderful how those that
are so get to look upon death, if they can but presume to hope their
soul is safe, with satisfaction, rather than with dread. Though I dare
not say as much yet to my poor husband.'
'I have long been ailing, too,' softly replied Mrs. Hunter. 'I am rarely
free from pain, and I know that I shall never be healthy and strong
again. But still--I do fear it would give me pain to die, were the fiat
to come forth.'
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