Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Were you going to cut me?" cries she. "What luck to meet you here.
I am having such a _lovely_ day. Mrs. Constans has taken me out with
her, and I am to dine with her, and go with her to a concert in the
evening."
She has poured it all out, all her good news in a breath, as though
sure of a sympathetic listener.
He is too good a listener. He is listening so hard, he is looking so
intensely, that he forgets to speak, and Perpetua's sudden gaiety
forsakes her. Is he angry? Does he think----?
"It's _only_ a concert," says she, flushing and hesitating. "Do you
think that one should not go to a concert when----"
"Yes?" questions the professor abstractedly, as she comes to a full
stop. He has never seen her dressed like this before. She is all in
black to be sure, but _such_ black, and her air! She looks quite the
little heiress, like a little queen indeed--radiant, lovely.
_"Well_--when one is in mourning," says she somewhat impatiently,
the color once again dyeing her cheek. Quick tears have sprung to
her eyes. They seem to hurt the professor.
"One cannot be in mourning always," says he slowly. His manner is
still unfortunate.
"You evade the question," says she frowning. "But a concert _isn't_
like a ball, is it?"
"I don't know," says the professor, who indeed has had little
knowledge of either for years, and whose unlucky answer arises
solely from inability to give her an honest reply.
"You hesitate," says she, "you disapprove then. But," defiantly, "I
don't care--a concert is _not_ like a ball."
"No--I suppose not."
"I can see what you are thinking," returns she, struggling with her
mortification. "And it is very _hard_ of you. Just because _you_
don't care to go anywhere, you think I oughtn't to care either.
That is what is so selfish about people who are old. You," wilfully,
"are just as bad as Aunt Jane."
The professor looks at her. His face is perplexed--distressed--and
something more, but she cannot read that.
"Well, not quite perhaps," says she, relenting slightly. "But
nearly. And if you don't care you will grow like her. I hate people
who lecture me, and besides, I don't see why a guardian should
control one's whole life, and thought, and action. A guardian,"
resentfully, "isn't one's conscience!"
"No. No. Thank Heaven!" says the professor, shocked. Perpetua stares
at him a moment and then breaks into a queer little laugh.
"You evidently have no desire to be mixed up with _my_ conscience,"
says she, a little angry in spite of her mirth. "Well, I don't want
you to have anything to do with it. That's _my_ affair. But, about
this concert,"--she leans towards him, resting her hand on the edge
of the carriage. "Do you think one should go _nowhere_ when wearing
black?"
"I think one should do just as one feels," says the professor
nervously.
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