Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Yes," says Hardinge, very diffidently. He looks appealingly at the
professor. "I know perfectly well she might do a great deal better,"
says he, with a modesty that sits very charmingly upon him. "But if
it comes to a choice between me and your brother, I--I think I am
the better man. By Jove, Curzon," growing hot, "it's awfully rude of
me, I know, but it is so hard to remember that he _is_ your
brother."
But the professor does not seem offended. He seems, indeed, so
entirely unimpressed by Hardinge's last remark, that it may
reasonably be supposed he hasn't heard a word of it.
"And she?" says he. "Perpetua. Does she----" He hesitates, as if
finding it impossible to go on.
"Oh! I don't know," says the younger man, with a rather rueful
smile. "Sometimes I think she doesn't care for me more than she does
for the veriest stranger amongst her acquaintances, and
sometimes----" expressive pause.
"Yes? Sometimes?"
"She has seemed kind."
"Kind? How kind?"
"Well--friendly. More friendly than she is to others. Last night she
let me sit out three waltzes with her, and she only sat out one with
your brother."
"Is it?" asks the professor, in a dull, monotonous sort of way. "Is
it--I am not much in your or her world, you know--is it a very
marked thing for a girl to sit out three waltzes with one man?"
"Oh, no. Nothing very special. I have known girls do it often, but
she is not like other girls, is she?"
The professor waves this question aside.
"Keep to the point," says he.
"Well, _she_ is the point, isn't she? And look here, Curzon, why
aren't you of our world? It is your own fault surely; when one sees
your sister, your brother, and--and _this,"_ with a slight glance
round the dull little apartment, "one cannot help wondering why
you----"
"Let that go by," says the professor. "I have explained it before. I
deliberately chose my own way in life, and I want nothing more than
I have. You think, then, that last night Miss Wynter gave
you--encouragement?"
"Oh! hardly that. And yet--she certainly seemed to like--that is not
to _dislike_ my being with her; and once--well,"--confusedly--"that
was nothing."
"It must have been something."
"No, really; and I shouldn't have mentioned it either--not for a
moment."
The professor's face changes. The apathy that has lain upon it for
the past five minutes now gives way to a touch of fierce despair. He
turns aside, as if to hide the tell-tale features, and going to the
window, gazes sightlessly on the hot, sunny street below.
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