René now listened in delightful intoxication to the music of his own
verses, for by the silence as well as by the murmurs of approval that
were occasionally heard he felt, he knew, that his work was as surely
captivating this select audience as it had captivated the 'house' on its
first night at the Théâtre Français, then filled with tired critics,
worn-out reporters, scoffing _boulevardiers_, and smart women. Gradually
his thoughts took him back, in spite of himself, to the period when he
had first thought out and then written the little play which was that
night procuring him such a new and delightful thrill of gratification,
after having so completely changed the tenor of his life. He saw himself
once more in the Luxembourg garden at the close of a bright spring day;
the charm of the deepening twilight, the smell of the flowers, the dark
blue sky seen through the spare foliage, and the marble statues of the
queens--all these things had deeply impressed him as he walked with
Rosalie, silent, by his side. She had such a simple way of looking up at
him with her great black eyes, in which he could read unconscious though
tender passion.
It was on that evening that he had first spoken to her of love, there,
amidst the scent of the early lilac, whilst the voices of Madame Offarel
and Emilie could be heard, indistinctly, in the distance. He had
returned to the Rue Coëtlogon a prey to that fever of hope which brings
tears to one's eyes and moves one's nature to its inmost depths. Finding
it impossible to sleep, he had sat there alone in his room and drawn a
comparison between Rosalie and the object of an earlier but less
innocent attachment--a girl named Elise, living in the Quartier Latin.
He had met her in a _brasserie_, where he had been taken by the only two
comrades he possessed. Faded as she was, Elise could still boast of good
looks, in spite of the black under her eyes, the powder all over her
face, and the carmine on her lips. She had taken a fancy to him, and
although she shocked him dreadfully by her gestures and her mode of
thought, by her voice and her expressions, he had continued the
acquaintanceship for about six months--six months that had left him
nothing but a bitter memory. Being one of those in whom passion leads to
affection, he had become attached to the girl in spite of himself, and
he had suffered cruelly from her coquetry, the coarseness of her
feelings, and the stock of moral infamy that formed the groundwork of
the poor creature's nature.
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