The names of most of these Society women and clubmen were familiar to
the poet from his having read them, with childish avidity, in the
fashionable intelligence published by the newspapers for the edification
of young _bourgeois_ dreaming of high life. He had formed such grand and
entirely false notions of the 'upper ten' of Paris--a little world of
wealthy cosmopolitans rather than French aristocrats--that a feeling of
both rapture and disenchantment came over him at the realisation of one
of his earliest dreams. The splendour of his surroundings charmed him,
and his success soothed his professional vanity. There were smiles for
him on such tempting lips and kind looks in such glorious eyes. But
though all this was very flattering, it overwhelmed him with a sense of
shyness, and, whilst the crowd of strange faces struck a kind of terror
into his soul, the commonplace praise destroyed his illusions. What
makes Society--of whatever class it be--utterly insupportable to many
artists is the fact that they appear in it on rare occasions only, in
order to be lionised, and that they expect something extraordinary,
whilst those who really belong to Society move in the atmosphere of a
drawing-room with the natural ease that accompanies a daily habit. The
indescribable feeling of disenchantment, the daze of excitement produced
by endless introductions, the intoxication of flattery and the anguish
of timidity all made René eager to find his friend. Claude had
disappeared, but the poet's eyes fell upon Colette, who, having come
down from the stage in her bright-coloured dress of the last century and
her powdered hair, formed a striking contrast in colour to the black
coats of the men by whom she was surrounded. She, too, was evidently
embarrassed--a feeling betrayed by her somewhat nervous smile, by the
look of defiance in her eyes, and the rapid opening and shutting of her
fan. With her it was the embarrassment of an actress suddenly
transported beyond her sphere, proud of, and yet distressed by, the
attentions she commands.
She met René with a smile that showed real pleasure in finding one of
her own set, and breaking off her conversation with the owner of a
terra-cotta complexion, who could be no other than Claude's rival,
Salvaney, she cried, 'Ah! here is my author!--Well,' she added, shaking
hands with the poet, 'I suppose you are quite satisfied? How well
everything has gone off! Come, Salvaney, compliment Monsieur Vincy, even
if you don't understand anything about it. And your friend Larcher,' she
went on, 'has he disappeared? Tell him for me that he nearly made me die
of laughing on the stage. He was wearing a love-lock and his
weeping-willow air. For whom was he acting his Antony?'
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