She knew that her daughter was fond of René, but she was still ignorant
of the secret bonds that united the young people. What would have been
her astonishment had she known that Rosalie had already frequently but
timidly exchanged stolen kisses with her lover, and that immediately her
mother's back was turned she had taken René's hand in hers and murmured
in a voice of gentle reproach, 'How could you go off last night without
saying good-bye?'
'Claude dragged me out,' said René, reddening, and pressing his
sweetheart's fingers. She was, however, not taken in either by the
excuse or the feigned caress, and, drawing back her hand, shook her head
sadly, while her words came out with an evident effort.
'No,' she observed; 'you are not so nice to me as you used to be. How
long is it since you last wrote me a line of poetry?'
'You're not so silly as to think people can sit down and write poetry
when they like?' replied the young man, almost harshly. He was seized by
that irritability which is a sure sign of the decline of love. The
obligation to make a show of sentiment--a most cruel duty--was felt by
him in one of its thousand forms.
By an instinct which leads them to sound the depths of their present
misfortune whilst desperately clinging to their past happiness, the
women who feel love slipping from them formulate these small,
unpretending demands that have the same effect upon a man as a clumsy
tug at the curb has upon a restive horse. The lover who has come with
the firm intention of being gentle and affectionate immediately rears.
Rosalie had made a mistake; she felt that as plainly as she had felt
René's indifference a few minutes ago, and a feeling of despair, such
as she had never known before, crept over her. Since her lover's
departure on the previous evening she had been jealous--she had no
reason to be, and she would scarcely admit to herself that she was--but
she was jealous all the same. 'Whom will he meet there? To whom is he
talking?' she had asked herself again and again instead of going to
sleep. And now she thought, 'Ah! he is already unfaithful, or he would
not have spoken to me in this manner.'
The silence that followed the harsh reply was so painful that she
timidly asked, 'Did the actors play their parts well last night?'
Why was she hurt to see how eager René was to answer her question, and
to turn the conversation from a more serious subject? Because the heart
of a woman who is really in love--and that Rosalie was--is susceptible
to the lightest trifles, and in despair she heard René reply: 'They
acted divinely,' after which he immediately plunged into a dissertation
on the difference between acting on a stage some distance from the
audience and acting in the limited space of a drawing-room.
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