Boys -- Juvenile fiction; London (England) -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Juvenile fiction; Siblings -- Juvenile fiction
John Henry Warden was a carpenter by trade; he was a well-to-do workman,
employed constantly in a profitable and moneymaking business. God had
also endowed him with excellent mental and physical powers. Sickness
was unknown to this man, and as to the many heart-aches which come into
the daily measure of most other lives, they were strangers to his
nature. He did not understand moping; he had no sympathy with gloom.
He considered himself a successful man, he was also ambitious; he meant,
if he lived, to leave this world in a much higher position than when he
had entered it. He was very much respected by his neighbours, for he
was a strictly honourable, upright, and honest man. But though
respected he was not loved. It was his misfortune that never yet in all
his life had he either awakened or given love. And yet he was not
without those closest ties which knit hearts to hearts. He had been a
husband; he was now a widower and a father. He had married a young and
beautiful girl, a sensitive creature who needed love as the plants need
sunshine. She lived with him for a little over ten years, all the time,
year after year, fading slowly but surely. Then she died; no one said
she died of a broken heart--Warden least of all suspected it. He
regretted her loss, for he considered a mother the right person to bring
up her children, and he felt it a pity that she should have left all the
good things of this life, which by-and-by he might have provided for
her. He had even expressed this regret to her as she lay on her
death-bed, and her answer had surprised him.
"But there'll be love up in heaven. I'm so _hungry_ for love."
The wife and mother died, and Warden did not fret. It would have been
very sinful to fret, for although he scarcely considered himself
religious, yet he had a respect for God's dispensations. Yes, he was
outwardly a model character: he worked early and late; he saved money;
he was never in debt; he defrauded no man; his evenings were spent
either in attending lectures of working men like himself or studying the
subjects he loved at home; he never drank; he never swore; he was looked
up to, and brought forward as an example to follow for many a poor
drunken wretch. But yet in God's sight that poor drunkard, struggling,
though struggling feebly, to repent, was far nearer, far dearer than
this Pharisee, who had never yet known love, human or divine.
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