'Oh my child, if the bad women looked as bad as they are----! It's only the good ones who can afford that,' the old lady murmured. 'It was the last thing I ever thought of--that I should be ashamed,' said Laura. 'Oh, keep your shame till you have more to do with it. It's like lending your umbrella--when you have only one.' 'If anything were to happen--publicly--I should die, I should die!' the girl exclaimed passionately and with a motion that carried her to her feet. This time she settled herself for departure. Lady Davenant's admonition rather frightened than sustained her. The old woman leaned back in her chair, looking up at her. 'It would be very bad, I daresay. But it wouldn't prevent me from taking you in.' Laura Wing returned her look, with eyes slightly distended, musing. 'Think of having to come to that!' Lady Davenant burst out laughing. 'Yes, yes, you must come; you are so original!' 'I don't mean that I don't feel your kindness,' the girl broke out, blushing. 'But to be only protected--always protected: is that a life?' 'Most women are only too thankful and I am bound to say I think you are _difficile_.' Lady Davenant used a good many French words, in the old-fashioned manner and with a pronunciation not perfectly pure: when she did so she reminded Laura Wing of Mrs. Gore's novels. 'But you shall be better protected than even by me. _Nous verrons cela._ Only you must stop crying--this isn't a crying country.' 'No, one must have courage here. It takes courage to marry for such a reason.' 'Any reason is good enough that keeps a woman from being an old maid. Besides, you will like him.' 'He must like me first,' said the girl, with a sad smile. 'There's the American again! It isn't necessary. You are too proud--you expect too much.' 'I'm proud for what I am--that's very certain. But I don't expect anything,' Laura Wing declared. 'That's the only form my pride takes. Please give my love to Mrs. Berrington. I am so sorry--so sorry,' she went on, to change the talk from the subject of her marrying. She wanted to marry but she wanted also not to want it and, above all, not to appear to. She lingered in the room, moving about a little; the place was always so pleasant to her that to go away--to return to her own barren home--had the effect of forfeiting a sort of privilege of sanctuary. The afternoon had faded but the lamps had been brought in, the smell of flowers was in the air and the old house of Plash seemed to recognise the hour that suited it best. The quiet old lady in the firelight, encompassed with the symbolic security of chintz and water-colour, gave her a sudden vision of how blessed it would be to jump all the middle dangers of life and have arrived at the end, safely, sensibly, with a cap and gloves and consideration and memories. 'And, Lady Davenant, what does _she_ think?' she asked abruptly, stopping short and referring to Mrs. Berrington.