Short stories; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
She replied that she hoped to be there. She accompanied him to the door
of the parlor. There was less light there than immediately about
the table where they had been sitting. “Good-evening,” he said.
“Good-evening,” she replied; and then, in a lowered voice, hardly above
a whisper, she added, “I appreciate all that was noble and generous in
your coming to-night.” He made no reply, but took her hand and, bending
low, pressed his lips to it as reverently as if she had been a queen.
Now Arthur's motive in making this call upon Maud, which has been
described, had been entirely unselfish. Furthest from his mind, of all
ideas, had been any notion of pursuing the conquest of her heart which
he had inadvertently made. Nevertheless, the effect of his call, and
that, too, even before it was made,--if this bull may be pardoned,--
had been to complete that conquest as no other device, however studied,
could have done.
The previous night Maud had been unable to sleep for shame. Her
cheeks scorched the pillows faster than her tears could cool them; and
altogether her estate was so wretched that Lucy Mer-ritt, could she have
looked in upon her, possibly might have been shaken in her opinion as
to the qualifications of women to play the part of men in love, even if
permitted by society.
It had been hard enough to nerve herself to the point of doing what she
had done in view of the embarrassments she had foreseen. An hour after
she uttered those fatal words, her whole thinking was summed up in the
cry, “If I only had not done it, then at least he would still respect
me.” In the morning she looked like one in a fever. Her eyes were red
and swollen, her face was pallid but for a hard red spot in each
cheek, and her whole appearance was expressive of bodily and mental
prostration. She did not go down to breakfast, pleading a very genuine
headache, and Arthur's note and the book on pottery were brought up to
her. She guessed his motive in a moment. Her need gave her the due to
his meaning.
What was on Arthur's part merely a decent sort of thing to do, her
passionate gratitude instantly magnified into an act of chivalrous
generosity, proving him the noblest of men and the gentlest of
gentlemen. She exaggerated the abjectness of the position from which his
action had rescued her, in order to feel that she owed the more to his
nobility. At any time during the previous night she gladly would have
given ten years of her life to recall the confession that she had made
to him; now she told herself, with a burst of exultant tears, that she
would not recall it if she could. She had made no mistake. Her womanly
dignity was safe in his keeping. Whether he ever returned her love or
not, she was not ashamed, but was glad, and always should be glad, that
he knew she loved him.
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