Classicism in literature; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Did it?” she asked regretfully.
“But I’m not blaming you――now,” he went on. “I did at first. It seemed
needlessly cruel and heartless. But I understand now that it was all
my fault. You see, dear, I took it for granted, I thought, that
you――cared――the way I did. It was my silly conceit.”
He thought he heard a little sob beside him, but he resisted the
temptation to turn and look.
“If only there hadn’t been that kiss,” he continued dreamily.
“That――I’ve never quite understood that. Sometimes――I dare say it’s my
conceit again――but sometimes I can’t help thinking that you did care――a
little――just then! That is the hardest to forgive, dear,――and forget,
that kiss. If it wasn’t for the memory of that I think I could stand it
better. Why did you do it? _Why?_”
There was no answer save the sighing of a little breeze which crept
down the slope in a floating shower of dead leaves.
“Ah, but I want to know!” he insisted doggedly. “Was it just in fun?
Was it merely in pity? It couldn’t have been, I tell you! You never
kissed me like that for pity, dear! There was love in your eyes,
sweetheart; I saw it; fathoms deep in that purple twilight! Love, do
you hear? You can’t deny it, you can’t! And you trembled in my arms!
Why did you do it?” he asked sharply.
He turned impetuously,――and sighed. He was all alone. The presence had
fled.
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He tossed aside the dead cigarette in his hand and shivered. The breeze
was growing as the day passed, a chill October breeze laden with the
heavy, melancholy aroma of dying leaves. He arose and retraced his
steps to the house.
XII.
Ethan drank the last drop of excellent black coffee in the tiny cup and
swung his chair about so that he faced the cheerfully crackling logs
in the library fire-place. He had enjoyed his dinner, and he began to
feel delightfully restful and drowsy. The day spent in the open air,
with the wind rushing past him, the hearty repast and now the dancing
flames were all having their natural effect. He reached lazily for his
cigarette case, his gaze travelling idly over the high mantel above
him. Then his hand had dropped from his pocket and he was on his feet,
peering intently at a small photograph tucked half out of sight behind
one of the old Liverpool pitchers which flanked the clock. A moment
after he had it in his hands and was bending over it in the glare of
the light from the chandelier.
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