He put the case earnestly and desperately. He would not yield her. He
knew she loved him, and he knew she was too good and wise to suffer
forever herself or let him suffer because, in society, there were
blunders. There was a way out--a clean, right way--and they must take
it. He could get a divorce on grounds of mere desertion, and three
people, at least, would be better off. It was pitiful, the scene, one
afternoon. He had called to see her, and was pleading with her. It
was in the drawing-room, and there were stained windows they both
remembered in later years. He had talked of his bondage and of his
hopes. She was not quite herself; she was suffering too much. I know
what happened. Grant told me once of the wrench of him then, and of
all the scene. There had been a fierce appeal from him. He had become
almost enraged.
"And so," he said, "you would have a man's marriage like the black
biretta of Spain that is drawn over the prisoner's head before they
garrote him?"
She did not move nor speak, but stood straight and silent, her hands
hanging at her sides with the palms loosely open, the very abandonment
of pathetic helplessness.
Such a little woman, to withstand a storm of passion!
As he wondered at her curiously blended strength and weakness, a
sun-shaft blazed through the crimson glass of the upper window. The
reddened light, falling on her up-springing almost coppery locks,
seemed to the man's excited fancy a crown, of thorns, crimsoned with
blood, and there was, oddly enough, a cross in the window.
The thought of another vicarious sacrifice awed him. Must this be one,
too?
"Mistakes, dear, are not crimes. Can you not understand? I have been
mistaken, have suffered, have atoned for my error. Is that enough?"
"But," she said, and her voice seemed to have suddenly grown old and
thin, "you have no right to talk of mistakes. She is your wife."
"The biretta, that ends all, again! No, not so. It is as insane and
inhuman to force two people to remain in wedlock after it has become
odious to them, as it would be to force them into that marriage at
first. Oh, my tender-hearted little one, can you not see that the
bondage is more humiliating, more craven than is the idea of the
veriest chattel mortgage? Yet you refuse to let the injured one go
free, as you would not refuse the poorest prodigal whose one chance for
home and happiness was passing from his sight."
"I cannot answer you when you discuss learnedly on such questions," she
said, with a weary dignity, "for I have never thought about them. Why
should I? It has always seemed to me that a man with more than one
wife was a--a--Mormon. It is all so dreadful. Surely, if a marriage
is anything, it is a vow before God."
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