Yorkshire (England) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Mrs. Lomax weathered her illness so easily that she thought lightly
of it, and fumed at the ridiculous fuss they were making about her
convalescence. One morning she announced her intention of going out;
the October sun shone temptingly over the heather, and there was a
fresh breeze blowing.
"Not for another week, mother," pleaded Griff, "you know what the
doctor said."
"Fiddlesticks, Griff! Because he's an old woman himself, he likes to
think I am one, too. But I'm not. Out I go this morning, to get the
cobwebs blown away."
Griff argued, entreated, and finally went out to the farm-buildings in
the rear, thinking that his mother had given up the idea. Whereupon
Mrs. Lomax, smiling like a truant child, crept upstairs, past the room
where Kate was reading away the two hours' rest enjoined on her each
morning, put on her bonnet and cloak, and stepped out into the moor
with a rather feeble imitation of her old swinging gait. She returned
at the end of an hour, feeling more tired than she would admit, and she
laughed at Griff's face of concern when she confessed to her escapade.
That night she was worse, and by the morning all the old symptoms had
set in with renewed vigour. But she was persistent in her assertion
that going out had nothing whatever to do with the relapse; she even
went so far as to hint that her yesterday's walk in the fresh air had
given her a better chance to grapple with the enemy.
A couple of days later Griff rode to Saxilton for one or two sick-room
necessaries which could not be got in Marshcotes. When he returned Kate
met him in the hall. Her eyes were red, and her voice uncertain.
"Mother has been asking for you ever since the doctor left. Will you go
up at once?"
"Is she worse?" asked Griff, a sudden fear seizing him.
For answer she burst into tears, and Griff went sadly up the stairs.
The old lady stretched out her hand to him eagerly. He sat down on the
edge of the bed and took both hands in his; he was shocked to notice
the rapid change for the worse in her since he left.
"I have wanted you, Griff. They told me you had gone to Saxilton to buy
me some things. You always have taken a great deal of trouble on my
account. But I wish you hadn't gone to Saxilton. I shall not need what
you brought."
"It was no trouble, dear. Why do you--mother, why do you speak in that
tone about--not needing----?"
"Because I am going to die," said the old lady, quietly.
"Mother, mother, not that!"
"Yes, Griff. The doctor did not say it in so many words, but my eyes
are sharp. I never did pay much attention to people's words--especially
a doctor's. But I watched his face when he thought I was not looking,
and it said, as plain as could be, 'You will die.' So there's an end of
it, Griff."
"What do we care about his opinion? Tell yourself you will live, little
mother; there's fight in you yet."
"Very little, now. I have done; the doctor only clinched what I felt in
myself--otherwise, of course, I should not have believed him."
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