Certainly the new and better regime will discourage precocious
"professions of faith." I do not think it will insist that we are born
in sin and born sinful. Above all it will take care not to make
religion appear ugly or fearsome to childish imagination. Even the most
orthodox Calvinists will learn—let us hope—to reserve "the fountain
filled with blood" and the fires of Hell for adults. The Sunday school
of the future will be held out in the fields, among the flowers, and the
wonder of the child before this marvelous universe of ours will be
cherished and led into devotion—into natural gratitude for the gift of
the earth and the fulness thereof. Surely this is wiser than keeping
the children indoors to learn the catechism. I can think of nothing
which seems to me less of a religious ceremony than those occasions,
when Bibles are given to all the Sunday school scholars who can recite
the entire catechism. What have youngsters to do with such finespun
metaphysics? Oh! the barren hours I wasted trying to get straight the
differences between "Justification," "Sanctification," and "Adoption"—or
was it "Redemption." One would suppose that Jesus had said "Suffer the
little children, who know the catechism, to come unto me."
But, of course, at sixteen, I had no such ideas as these. I knew of no
religious life except such as I saw about me. I had been carefully
taught to believe that a retentive memory and a glib tongue were
pleasing to the Most High. I was very contemptuous towards the children
of my age who were less proficient.
*VI*
In the midst of this peace a bolt fell which ended my religious life.
Its lurid flame momentarily illumined the great world beyond my knowing.
And the visioning of things for which I was unprepared was too much for
me. I may not be scientifically correct, but it has always seemed to me
that what I saw that July night stunned the section of my brain which
has to do with "Acts of faith." Never since have I been able to
believe, religiously, in anything.
It was a Sunday. At the vesper service, all of us seated on the grass
at the edge of the lake, the Father had preached about our bodies being
the temples of God. As usual, Oliver led the young people’s meeting
after supper. These more intimate gatherings meant more to me than the
larger assemblies. Our text was "Blessed are the pure in heart." I
remember clearly how Oliver looked, tall and stalwart and wonderful in
his young manhood. He has a great metropolitan church now and he has
won his way by oratory. The eloquence on which he was to build his
career had already begun to show itself.
Mary sang. I have also a sharp picture of her. She wore a light lawn
dress, which the brilliant moon-light turned almost white. Her years
seemed to have fallen from her and she looked as she had done on her
wedding night. In her rich, mellow contralto she sang the saddest of
all church music: "He was despised."
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