The cabin lamp burned brightly. I see the little interior now and
myself standing upright under the skylight, which found me room for my
stature, for I was six feet high. The night-shadow came black against
the glass, and made a mirror of each pane. My heart was beating fast,
and my hands trembled as I held my sweetheart's letter to the light. I
had read it twenty times before--you might have known that by the
creases in it and the frayed edges, as though, forsooth, it had been a
love-letter fifty years old--but my nervous excitement obliged me to go
through it once more for the last time, as I have said, to make sure.
The handwriting was girlish--how could it be otherwise, seeing that the
sweet writer was not yet eighteen? The letter consisted of four
sheets, and on one of them was very cleverly drawn, in pen and ink, a
tall, long, narrow, old-fashioned château, with some shrubbery in front
of it, a short length of wall, then a tall hedge with an arrow pointing
at it, under which was written, "HERE IS THE HOLE." Under another
arrow indicating a big, square door to the right of the house, where a
second short length of wall was sketched in, were written the words,
"HERE IS THE DOG." Other arrows--quite a flight of them, indeed,
causing the sketch to resemble a weather-chart--pointed to windows,
doors, a little balcony, and so forth, and against them were written,
"MAM'SELLE'S ROOM," "THE GERMAN GOVERNESS'S ROOM," "FOUR GIRLS SLEEP
HERE,"--with other hints of a like kind.
I carefully read the letter. Suppose the ladder which Caudel had wound
around his broad breast should prove too short? No! the height from
the balcony to the ground was exactly ten feet. She had measured it
herself, and that there might be no error, had enclosed me the length
of pack-thread with which--with a little weight at the end of it--she
had plumbed the trifling distance. She hoped it would be a fine night.
If there should be thunder I must not come. She would rather die than
leave the house in a thunderstorm. Neither must I come if the sea was
rough. She was acting very wrongly--why did she love me so?--why was I
so impatient? Could I not wait until she was twenty-one? Then she
would be of age and her own mistress: three years and a month or two
would soon pass, and, meanwhile, our love for each other would be
growing deeper and deeper--at least _hers_ would. She could not answer
for mine. She was content to have faith.
All this was very much underlined, and here and there was a little
smudge as though she had dropped a tear.
But she had plucked up as she drew towards the close of her letter,
and, mere child as she was, there was a quality of decision in her
final sentence which satisfied me that she would not fail me when the
moment came. I put the letter in my pocket and went on deck.
"Where are you, Caudel?"
"Here, sir," cried a shadow in the starboard gangway.
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