"All night, sir, if the wind don't head us yet. It won't put us far
off our port even at this."
"Shall you sight the _Start_ light?"
"No, sir. Our stretching away all day'll have put it out of our
_spear_ of view. The Lizard light'll be all I want, and this time
twenty-four hours I hope to be well on to it."
I went below, and Grace and I killed the time as heretofore in talking
and reading. We found the evening too short indeed, so much had we to
say to each other. Wonderful is the quality and the amount of talk
which lovers are able to get through and feel satisfied with! You hear
of silent love, of lovers staring on one another with glowing eyes,
their lips incapable of the emotions and sensations which crowd their
quick hearts and fill their throats with sighs. This may be very well
too; but, for my part, I have generally observed that lovers have a
very great deal to talk about. Remark an engaged couple; sooner than
be silent they will whisper if there be company present; and when
alone, or when they think themselves alone, their tongues--particularly
the girl's--are never still. Grace and I were of a talking
age--two-and-twenty, and one not yet eighteen; our minds had no
knowledge of life, no experience, nothing in them to keep them steady;
they were set in motion by the lightest, the most trivial breath of
thought, and idly danced in us in the manner of some gossamer-light,
topmost leaf to the faintest movement of the summer air.
She withdrew to her berth at ten o'clock that night with a radiant face
and laughing eyes, for inane as the evening must have shown to others,
to us it had been one of perfect felicity; not a single sigh had
escaped her, and twice had I mentioned the name of Mrs. Howe without
witnessing any change of countenance in her.
I went on deck to take a last look round, and found all well; no change
in the weather, the breeze a brisk and steady pouring out of the north,
and Caudel pacing the deck well satisfied with our progress. I
returned below without any feeling of uneasiness, and sat at the cabin
table for some ten minutes or so to smoke out a cigar, and to refresh
myself with a glass of seltzer and brandy. A sort of dream-like
feeling came upon me as I sat. I found it hard to realise that my
sweetheart was close to me, separated only by a curtained door from the
cabin I was musing in. What was to follow this adventure? Was it
possible that Lady Amelia Roscoe would oppose any obstacle to our union
after even _this_ association of three or four days as it might be? I
gazed at the mirrors I had equipped the cabin with--picked up a
handkerchief my sweetheart had left behind her and kissed it--stared at
the little silver shining lamp that swung over my head--pulled a flower
and smelt it in a vacant sort of way of which, nevertheless, I was
perfectly sensible.... Is there anything wrong with my nerves
to-night? thought I.
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