A Marriage in High Life, Volume IScott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
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A Marriage in High Life, Volume I
Scott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Fitzhenry’s love for Lady Florence was far beyond her power of
appreciating—unable to do justice to his character, she could not trust
to such devotion as he expressed, and as he really felt. He believed
that for his sake she had sacrificed both honour and virtue, and his
whole life, his every affection, he conceived would hardly repay the
debt.
Ernest’s heart was capable of love of the purest, noblest kind; and,
even towards so unworthy an object, it partook more of the nature of his
own character than of her’s who had inspired it. During the period
employed in preparations for his nuptials, instead of attending on his
bride, Fitzhenry never left Lady Florence. Her power seemed strengthened
by the very circumstances that should have lessened it; he accompanied
her to town; and, even the morning of his marriage, on her entreating to
see him, if but for a moment, he had flown to her bewitching presence.
A most violent scene ensued; it ended by a solemn vow on his part to
remain true to her, his first, his only love, in thought, word, and
deed. That Emmeline should merely be the mistress of his house; that, in
public, he should behave to her with perfect attention and civility, but
nothing more.
Hardly knowing what he did, and not till long after the hour appointed
for the celebration of his nuptials, he left Lady Florence for Mr.
Benson’s house. Hence his flushed cheek, and his agitated manner, the
too true indications of his troubled soul.
Fitzhenry had no distinct religious feelings; but still, when he heard
the sacred vow he was to pronounce, (and of which he had never thought,)
with his lips still vibrating with that he had pledged to Lady Florence;
no wonder those lips quivered. Although no dread of the anger of his God
appalled his mind, yet, as a man of honour, he felt the atrocity of the
act. Of Emmeline, of the poor victim, who stood trembling beside him, he
hardly thought. He looked upon her as a mere obedient child without a
character; perhaps, even worse, an ambitious, worldly being; and all his
thoughts, all his compassion, were bestowed on Lady Florence and
himself.
Fitzhenry wanted neither decision nor character. During their melancholy
journey to Arlingford Hall, he had sufficiently surmounted his agitation
to have decided on his conduct. He resolved to tell all to Emmeline, to
let her fully enjoy the honours, the worldly advantages of the situation
he thought she had in her union with him sought; to assure her he would
ever endeavour to make her happy, but that she must never hope for his
affections.
Often, after an awful pause, he resolved to speak, but each time his
courage failed him; and finding all explanation by word of mouth
impossible, he then resolved on writing to her. It was to compose this
letter, therefore, that, after dinner, he left his bride, as has before
been said.
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