A Marriage in High Life, Volume IScott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
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A Marriage in High Life, Volume I
Scott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“Ay, they are beautiful animals,” said Mr. Benson, following him; “bred
here I believe; and then they are so well matched. I have been admiring
them all the way. Do you ever drive them yourself? though _now_ I
suppose Emmeline has taken the reins into her own hands—Eh, Lady
Fitzhenry?”
“This will never do,” thought Emmeline; her heart sank within her, and
to put an end to the present trying moment, she proposed showing her
mother her room; she trusted that her father’s exuberant spirits would
before long vent themselves, and at any rate, separately, both she and
Fitzhenry could better bear such attacks. So leaving her father and
husband together, she went out of the room with Mrs. Benson. The
house—her apartment—the view from the windows—the attentions of the old
housekeeper who, in a rustling silk gown, came to make her reverence and
offer her services, all delighted the latter. They had much to talk of,
aunts, uncles, cousins to enquire after, and Emmeline’s spirits became
more composed.
At length, it was time to dress for dinner, and Emmeline retired to her
own room. But when there, alone, her head sank on her hand; and a shiver
of unhappiness—(I write only to those who have _hearts_, and to all such
these sensations are but too well known)—the cold deserted shiver of
unhappiness crept over her frame—”Oh! mine is a hard fate!” thought she,
“to have eternally a part to act, a secret to conceal, with one, for
one, whose heart is for ever closed to me.”
The sight of her father and mother had revived all the affections and
associations of Emmeline’s early youth; and, disappointed in all her
dreams of happiness, the mad, the desperate thought of confessing her
real situation, of leaving Fitzhenry and Arlingford for ever, and
returning to her parents, crossed her mind. But a feeling which every
day was gaining ground in her heart, almost unknown to herself, made
her, the next minute, start with horror at the thought; and, almost
terrified at the idea of the irretrievable step which in a moment of
hopeless depression she might have been tempted to take, she resolved
that she would keep her word with her husband, conceal and bear all, and
trust to time and heaven.
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