A Marriage in High Life, Volume IScott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
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A Marriage in High Life, Volume I
Scott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Mrs. Benson still kept her eyes fixed on Emmeline, and both remained for
some time in silence and abstraction. Again all her former doubts and
suspicions returned to her mind; and when she looked on her absent,
dejected daughter, who still sat gazing on the letter in her hand, she
almost resolved to speak to her, and force herself into her confidence.
But though with little of the outward refinement of the world, Mrs.
Benson had great delicacy of feeling, as well as excellent sense: she
felt that when she was not called upon to give advice, or to reprehend
what was wrong, she had no business to interfere between her daughter
and her husband; and indeed, here, what could she say? Emmeline was
certainly changed; she was no longer the gay, light-hearted being she
used to be, but _apparently_ her husband behaved perfectly well to her;
at least nothing had ever passed, that Mrs. Benson could have named as a
proof of unkindness; and as for Emmeline, she was to him
gentleness—acquiescence itself; but still, Mrs. Benson could not help
feeling that all was not right, although she could not perhaps have
given any positive reason for her suspicions. How she longed to bid her
confide to her every feeling, every care of her heart, as in days of
yore, when she hushed her young sorrows to rest on her bosom, and kissed
away her childish tears! But when a mother resigns her darling child to
him who is to be the arbiter of her future destiny, she loses, in a
great measure, that dear prerogative of affection. Mrs. Benson, feeling
this, wisely forbore; and the next day, without any thing more passing
between them on the subject, they set off together for Charlton, where
Mr. Benson had, since Lady Fitzhenry’s marriage, chiefly resided.
When there, Emmeline wrote to her husband. There is something so
private, so sacred, in a letter—we can, in writing, express so much,
which, either from shyness, or emotion, we cannot bring ourselves to say
by word of mouth, that Emmeline longed to give way to her inclinations,
and pour out on the paper her feelings towards him; but she felt that
the utterance of one word which could in any way be interpreted into an
allusion to her painful situation, would be breaking her agreement; and
she merely told him of her journey and her safe arrival; glad of having
even such uninteresting subjects to treat of, and that to Fitzhenry! to
whom she _could_ have written volumes!
In about ten days she got an answer; it had no date: (his letters to her
never had beyond the post town on the frank.) In it, he named the day
for his return to Arlingford. Two days previous to it, notwithstanding
Mrs. Benson’s remonstrances, and her father’s railleries, Emmeline would
return home. “He might possibly arrive,” she thought to herself;
“something might bring him back before the day he had fixed upon, and
she was resolved on departure.”
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