A Marriage in High Life, Volume IScott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
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A Marriage in High Life, Volume I
Scott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“Perhaps so,” replied Pelham. “But you are not like those others whom
you imitate and follow. I am sure that all this dissipation cannot
satisfy _your_ mind, cannot make _you_ happy.”
“_Perhaps_ not,” said Emmeline, her forced smile fading from her lips;
for _happiness_ was a word which always grated on her heart, and sounded
harsh in her ears.
“But what can I do?—_il faut hurler_ _avec les loups_,” added she, again
endeavouring to resume her gaiety.
“This assumed levity cannot take me in,” continued Pelham. “I am certain
it is impossible but that all this frivolity and fatigue must wear out
both your mind and body. How different you were at Arlingford! how
little you then seemed to anticipate pleasure from what you now enter
into so warmly!”
These were all home truths, which Emmeline could not answer, and she
merely stammered out, that she had now no choice.
“Indeed!” replied Pelham, warmly. “You wrong your friends when you say
that.”
“My friends?” repeated Emmeline, sadly, “I have no friends to——” and she
stopped short, her own words, rousing from the bottom of her heart
painful feelings, which she in vain endeavoured to smother by
dissipation; and which, by hiding them from others, she hoped to forget
herself. She averted her head from Pelham, and fixed her tearful eyes on
the ground.
Apparently fearful of going too far, Pelham was also silent; he looked
at her with melancholy interest; he could not help observing how greatly
she was altered, how much she had lost of the graceful roundness of her
form, and how evidently
“Concealment, like a worm in the bud,
Fed on her damask cheek.”
At that minute, Fitzhenry suddenly entered the room, and, hastily coming
up to Pelham, “I have been looking for you this half hour,” said he; “I
want to speak to you for a minute.”
Fitzhenry had spoken these words so quick that it was not till he ended,
that the preoccupied look of his auditor seemed to strike him; his eyes
glanced from him to Emmeline, and there remained fixed. His sudden
entrance had brought the blood into her face, but could not dispel from
it the traces of emotion which were very evident; and there was a
contrast between the expression of her countenance, the listless neglect
of her whole person, and the glittering trappings in which she was
attired, that must have struck and interested any one; and which
arrested her husband’s attention so forcibly, that Emmeline blushed
still deeper beneath his gaze.
This seemed to rouse him from the sort of dream in which he appeared to
be lost; and suddenly turning to Pelham, “I stopped at your house, and
there learnt you were here; I had no idea you ever honoured such places
with your presence when you could possibly help it.”
“Sometimes, when the spirit moves me,” answered Pelham, carelessly. “But
what is it you have to say to me?”
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