A Marriage in High Life, Volume IIScott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
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A Marriage in High Life, Volume II
Scott, Lady (Caroline Lucy)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“You will be surprised, and I fear painfully so, when you hear
we are leaving England. Some unforeseen public affairs oblige me
instantly to return to the Continent; and, I am going to take
Fitzhenry with me: but, for God’s sake, keep up your spirits; he
is well, and we have had a great deal of conversation. In time,
you shall know all; and very soon, I am sure, he will be
restored to you; but my poor friend’s mind is at present in a
state approaching to delirium; and we must be patient with him.
“Dearest Lady Fitzhenry, I would not for the world give you
false hopes; but, I still repeat, that all will be well; you
deserve to be happy, and heaven will take care that you shall be
so. Fitzhenry has been infatuated, blinded, deceived, every way.
But his eyes are now opened, and, (not for the world would I
deceive you, even to give you one moment of false happiness,)
trust me, he admires and loves you; I was certain such
excellence could not long be thrown away upon one so fitted to
appreciate it. The fatal madness which has hitherto rendered him
insensible to his real happiness, is now at an end—on my honour
it is.
“I have time for no more; the carriage is at the door; I am only
waiting for Fitzhenry; he knows I am writing to you; you shall
ere long hear from me again.”
Emmeline hardly knew what to conclude from this letter; she read it over
and over. Sometimes she interpreted its contents favourably to her
feelings; but, in general, the impression it left was not that of hope.
She believed Pelham, when he told her that Fitzhenry’s connexion with
Lady Florence was at an end; she must believe such solemn assurances;
but what had she gained? Her rival, no longer the cause, still her
husband fled from her. What could that mean, but that still she had to
encounter settled, determined aversion? for he was leaving England
without one word, one attempt at reconciliation—and with no time even
named for his return. In short, in spite of Pelham’s encouragement, she
felt but too well convinced their separation was for ever.
Sorrow sunk deeply into Emmeline’s heart; but, for her parent’s sake,
she resolved to exert herself. She left her room, agreed to go out into
the fresh air; acquiesced in whatever was proposed to her; forced
herself to converse on indifferent subjects; and even sometimes
endeavoured at cheerfulness. But such exertions could not deceive. The
“sickness of hope deferred,” preyed on her health; she grew daily
thinner; and her cheeks were either deadly pale, or flushed with the
deepest feverish crimson.
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