France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
"Mon Dieu, Madame Aline!" she said afterwards, "when he came to the
apple loft he seemed to know something. There he stood, not speaking,
but just staring at me, like a dog at a rat-hole. I tell you, I thanked
Saint Perpetua, whose day it was, that the rats were away!" In the end
he went away, frowning, and swearing a little to himself, and quiet days
set in.
No news was good news, and no news came; presently Aline stopped being
terrified at every meeting with the inn-keeper, or the curé, and then
Mlle Marthe became so ill that all interests centred in her sick-room.
Her malady, which had remained stationary for so long, began to gain
ground quickly, and nights and days of agony consumed her strength, and
made even the sister to whom she was everything look upon Death as the
Angel not of the Sword, but of Peace.
One day the pain ebbed with the light, and at sunset she was more
comfortable than she had been for a long while. Aline persuaded Mlle
Ange to go and lie down for a little, and she and Marthe were alone.
"The day is a long time going," said Marthe after a silence of some
minutes.
"Yes, the days are lengthening."
"And mine are shortening,—only I ’m an unreasonable time over my dying.
It’s a trial to me, for I liked to do things quickly. I suppose no one
has ever known what it has been to me to see Jeanne pottering about her
work, or Ange moving a chair, or a book, in her slow, deliberate way;
and now that it’s come to my turn I ’m having my revenge, and inflicting
the same kind of annoyance on you."
She spoke in a quick, toneless voice, that sounded very feeble,—almost
as if the life going from her had left it behind as a stranded wreck of
sound.
Aline turned with a sob.
"Heavens, child! did you think I did n’t know I was going, or that I
expected you to cry over me? You ’ve been a butt for my sharp tongue
too often to be heart-broken when there ’s a chance of your being left
in peace."
"Oh, don’t!" said Aline, choking; and something in voice and face
brought a queer look to the black, mocking eyes.
"What, you really care a little? My dear, it’s too amiable of you.
Why, Aline,"—as the girl buried her face in her hands,—"why, Aline!"
There was a pause, and then the weak voice went on again:
"If you do care at all—if I mean anything at all in your life—then I
will ask you one thing. What are you doing to Jacques?"
"Was that why you hated me?" said Aline quickly.
"Oh, hate? Well, I never hated you, but—Yes, that was it. He and Ange
are the two things I ’ve had to love, and though I don’t suppose he
thinks about me twice a year, still his happiness means more to me than
it does—well, to you."
"Oh, that’s not true!" cried Aline on a quick breath.
Marthe Desaix looked sharply at her.
"Aline," she said, "how long are you going to break his heart and your
own?"
"I don’t know," whispered the girl. "There’s so much between us. Too
much for honour."
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