France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
Dangeau got down from the counter, laughing.
"Citoyenne Roche and I will settle that," he said, a little maliciously;
"but perhaps, my good Rosalie, you would speak to her and tell her what
I want? It would perhaps be better than if I, a stranger, approached
her on the subject. She looks timid—it would come better from you."
Rosalie nodded, and caught up her knitting, as Dangeau went out. On the
whole, it was a good plan. The girl was too thin—she did not wish her
to die. This would make more food possible, and at the same time entail
no fresh expense to herself. Yes, it was decidedly a good plan.
"It is true, I have a charitable disposition," sighed Rosalie.
Dangeau went on his way humming a tune. The lightness of his spirits
surprised him. The times were anxious. New Constitutions are not born
without travail. He had an arduous part to play, heavy responsible work
to do, and yet he felt the irrational exhilaration of a schoolboy, the
flow of animal spirits which is induced by the sudden turn of the tide
in spring, and the uplifted heart of him who walks in dreams. All this
because a girl whom he had seen some half-dozen times, with whom he had
never spoken, whose real name he did not know, was going to sit for an
hour or two where he could look at her, copy some pages of his, which
she would certainly find dull, and take money, which he could ill spare,
to bring a little more colour into cheeks whose pallor was beginning to
haunt his sleep.
Dangeau bit his lip impatiently. He did not at all understand his own
mood, and suddenly it angered him.
"The girl is an aristocrat—nourished on blind superstition, cradled in
tyranny," said his brain.
"She is only a child, and starved," said his heart; and he quickened his
steps, almost to a run, as if to escape from the two voices. Once at
the Convention business claimed him altogether, Marie Roche was
forgotten, and it was Dangeau the patriot who spoke and listened, took
notes and made suggestions. It was late when he returned, and he
climbed the stair somewhat wearily. He was aware of a reaction from the
unreasoning gaiety of the morning. It seemed cold and cheerless to come
back night after night to an empty room and an uncompanioned evening,
and yet he could remember the time, not so long ago, when that dear
solitude was the birthplace of burning dreams, and thoughts dearer than
any friend.
He had not felt so dull and dreary since the year of his mother’s death,
his first year alone in life, and once or twice he sighed as he lighted
a lamp and bent to the heaped-up papers which littered his table. Half
an hour later, a low knocking at the door made him pause.
"Enter!" he called out, expecting to see Rosalie.
The door opened rather slowly, and Mlle de Rochambeau stood hesitating
on the threshold. Her eyes were wide and dark with shyness, but her
manner was prettily composed as she said in her low, clear tones:
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