“Your confession here is all right. Your claim to a place on the team in
Thursday's game was just.” The simple fairness of Fenneben's words made
their appeal, yet, it was so unlike what Vic had counted on he could
hardly accept it as genuine.
“You have made a great name for yourself as an athlete. I paid for the
roses. I know something of the degree of that greatness.” Dr. Fenneben
smiled genially. “You played a marvelous game and I am proud of you.”
Vic did not look proud of himself just then, and Lloyd Fenneben knew it
was one of life's crucial moments for the boy.
“The big letter S cut over the doorway out there stands for more than
Sunrise, you remember I told you.” Fenneben spoke earnestly. “It means
also the strife which you have already met and must expect to meet
all along the way. But, Burleigh”--Lloyd Fenneben stood up to his full
height, an ideal of grace and power--“if you expect to make your way
through college with your fists, come to me.”
“You?” Vic's eyes widened.
“Yes, I'll meet you on any grounds. And if you ever try to coerce a
professor here again, I'll meet you anyhow, and we'll have it out.”
Fenneben was stern now.
“I wouldn't want to scrap with you, Dr. Fenneben,” Vic stammered.
“Why not?”
“I am too much of a gentleman for that.”
“When I fight, I fight men. You are in my class,” Fenneben quoted with a
smile in his eyes, which faded away with the next words.
“You are right, Burleigh. A gentleman does n't want to use his strength
like a beast to destroy. The only legitimate battle is when a man must
fight with a man as he would fight with a beast, to save himself, or
something dearer to him than himself, from beastly destruction. Get into
the bigger game, my boy, where the strife is for larger scores, and
add to a proud athletic record, the prouder record of self-control. The
prairies have given you a noble heritage, but culture comes most from
contact with cultured men. Don't take on airs because you have more
red blood than our Harvard man. The influence of the great universities,
directly or indirectly, on a life like yours is essential to your
usefulness and power. You may educate your conscience to choose the
right before the wrong, but, remember, an educated conscience does not
always save a man from being a fool now and then. He needs an educated
brain sometimes by which to save his soul. Meantime, settle with your
conscience, if you owe it anything. It is a troublesome creditor. I'll
leave you now to square yourself with that fellow you must live with
every day--Victor Burleigh. We'll drop everything else henceforth and
face toward tomorrow, not yesterday.”
Lloyd Fenneben grasped the boy's hand in a firm, assuring grip and left
him.
“If Sunrise means Strife, I'll face it,” Vic said to himself. “As to
money, I have only my two hands and that old mortgaged quadrangle of
prairie sod out West. But if culture like Fenneben's might win Elinor
Wream, God help me to win it.”
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