Australia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Melbourne (Vic.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"How _do_ people get hold of those things?" she exclaimed, with a vexed,
embarrassed laugh. "It is very true that everybody knows one's business
better than one does one's self. I _hate_ that kind of impertinent
gossip. No one has the _least_ ground for supposing that I am going to
be married shortly. I have no intention of being married for ever so
long."
"Why do you care what people say?" said Mr. Dalrymple. "I never care. It
is much the best plan."
"I would not, if I could help it; but I can't," she responded, turning
round and mechanically spreading her pink palms to the fire.
"And, after all," he continued, slowly, "all the talking in the world
can't make you marry if you don't want to."
She did not look up, but the blood flew over her face.
"I did not say I didn't want to," she murmured. "Of course I want
to--not yet, for a long time, but some day--or I should not be engaged."
"I don't think that _always_ follows, Miss Fetherstonhaugh. I think many
people engage themselves, and live to think better of it. And then, if
they don't refuse to consummate an admitted mistake, they--well, they
ought to, that's all. Forgive me, I am speaking in the abstract of
course. I have had a great deal of experience, you know."
"Of broken engagements?" queried Rachel, smiling faintly at the fire.
"No, not of them--not personally. The curse of my life was an engagement
that was kept. And I have seen so much misery, such everlasting wreck
and ruin, come upon people I have known and cared for--people who kept
the letter of the law of honour and disregarded the spirit--who
preferred sacrificing all that made life worth having, for certainly two
people, and probably four, to breaking an engagement that had no longer
any sense or reason in it."
"But surely an engagement--it is the initial marriage ceremony--should
be kept sacred," protested Rachel, daring at last to look up, in defence
of pious principles.
"Yes," he said, "certainly--when it is _really_ the initial marriage
ceremony."
"And how--what--what is the proof of that?"
"Shall I tell you what I think it is? When the people who are engaged
long and weary for the consummation--for the time to be over which
keeps them from one another."
There was a dead silence. Rachel continued to gaze into the fire, but
her eyes were dim, and all her pretty colour sank out of her face. He
had given her a great shock, and she had to take a little time to
recover. Presently she looked up, pale and grave, with a fuller and more
open look than she had ever given him.
"You should not have told me," she said gently; "you should not talk to
me so."
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