Australia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Melbourne (Vic.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
So he carried her round and round the room, the most perfect partner he
had ever danced with, who moved so sympathetically with all his
movements that she might have been his shadow--but for the electric
current of strong life that her hand in his, and her light weight on his
shoulder, and the subtle sense of her emotion, sent thrilling through
his veins; and in the teeming silence his brain was busy making rapid
plans and calculations for effectively dealing with the many
difficulties that would come crowding upon both of them as soon as this
waltz was over.
Clearly, the first thing to do was to dispose of ambiguities between
themselves.
"Come into the conservatory," he said, in a quick under tone, when five
silent, delicious minutes had passed; "I want to say something to you
before these people begin to spread all over the place again."
But even as he spoke, as if a spell had been broken, the light and
rapture died suddenly out of her face, her limbs relaxed, her airy
footsteps faltered, she seemed to melt away in his arms.
"Oh," she whispered, looking up at him with tragic eyes, full of fear
and despair, "how wicked I have been! What _will_ he say to me?"
"Never mind _him_," replied Mr. Dalrymple; "you must not let him have
any right to dictate to you any more--you must break off your engagement
at once, and get out of his hands. Wicked!--the only wicked thing would
be to deceive him any longer. You _know_ you don't love him. Come into
the conservatory, and let us talk about it. _Do_ come--there is nobody
there now!"
But Rachel, being a woman, and a coward, and only eighteen years old,
would not come. She knew what she wanted, but she dared not do it--she
dared not even think of it.
"I must not--I must not!" she protested, in a childish panic of terror.
"Let me go, Mr. Dalrymple, _please_--I have done very wrong--I am afraid
to stay----"
And slipping out of his arms, which did the utmost that courtesy
permitted to hold her, she fled through a doorway near and disappeared;
and thus threw away an opportunity the loss of which was to cost them
both long days and nights of suspense and suffering--as she foresaw with
agonies of regret, even while she did it.
Mr. Dalrymple danced and talked, and sauntered about, proud and cool as
usual to the superficial observer, but raging with impatience in his
heart, and watched for her return; but he saw her no more until supper
time, when she was led into the dining-room, looking very pale and
quiet, on Mr. Kingston's arm.
The whole night passed, and he never had a chance to get near her again;
though as may be supposed, it was from no lack of effort on his part;
and he went to the laundry at last, hours after she had gone to bed, to
change his clothes preparatory to taking a morning walk up the hills,
without even having had the satisfaction of one look from her eyes,
which, however timid and terrified, he felt sure would have told him the
truth.
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