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"Yes," she whispered, stealing a timid hand to his shoulder. "I have
been thinking of it. Beatrice says it is a mistake for poor men to
marry--that they cripple their career. But I hope--I think--_I_ shall
not be any burden to you. Once I was poor, too, and I know all about it,
and I can manage with a very little. I think I could help you in lots of
ways, and not be a hindrance."
"A hindrance, indeed!" he interrupted. "My darling, if I had you for my
companion, life would be sweet enough for me, under any circumstances.
It was your comfort and happiness I was thinking of."
"I only want to be with you," she said, under her breath. "I don't care
where--I don't care how."
"_Really_, Rachel?"
"Really, indeed."
"You are so young! Think what a number of years you have before you, in
all probability. If you should lose the colour out of your life too
soon, if you should have to drudge--but I won't let you drudge," he
added, with a sudden touch of fierceness, "I will take care of you, and
you shall have all you want. It _won't_ be a sacrifice--not even all
this"--looking round him--"if you give it up for a man you love, who has
health and strength to work for you. It would make you miserable if you
had it. You know it would?"
"I do know it," she responded, without a moment's hesitation.
She had finally made up her mind that after all material poverty was not
the worst of life's misfortunes. Indeed, provided the element of debt
were absent, she thought it might in Roden Dalrymple's company, "far
from the madding crowd," in the lonely wilds of Queensland, be rather
pleasant than otherwise; for it would mean the delight of working for
and helping one another, and a blessed freedom from interruption and
restraint in the enjoyment of that wonderful married life which would be
theirs.
"But I should like to know what made you take to me," he went on, in the
immemorial fashion, stroking her soft face. "I should like to know why
you chose, for your first love--I am your first, am I not, Rachel?"
"You _know_ you are. And it was no matter of choice with me--you know
that, too."
"A man who made shipwreck of his fortunes for another woman almost
before you were born----"
"Hush!" interrupted Rachel. "I have no rights in your past, and I don't
want any. This present is mine, and that is enough for me."
"A battered old vagabond----"
"No," she persisted; "I won't allow you to call yourself a vagabond. It
is bad enough to hear other people do it."
"After seeing him under what one would be inclined to consider, well,
anything but favourable auspices--for how many days, Rachel?"
"Oh," she said, hiding a scarlet face, "don't remind me of that! It was
too soon--but I could not help it."
"The sooner the better, my sweet--if it lasts," he responded, kissing
her with solemn passion; "and I will _make_ it last."
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