Australia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Melbourne (Vic.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The acute little woman who practically had never solved the meaning of
love and marriage, and quite understood her disqualifications in this
respect, yet had glimmerings of the state of things that existed in
Rachel's heart. She knew--though she had come to the knowledge by slow
degrees--that the girl was not weak all through, but only weak as the
water-lily is,
"Whose root is fix'd in stable earth, whose head
Floats on the tossing waves."
And that just as she had been tenacious of certain principles in her
earlier life, when living with her father in an atmosphere which she had
only her own instinct to teach her was tainted with dishonour, so she
would hold fast to some other things, if they had taken root, with a
secret, blind integrity in spite of her emotional fluctuations in the
winds and waves of circumstance.
She had adapted herself to the conditions of her marriage with the
pliant submissiveness of her disposition; but there was a part of her
that refused to be reconciled to all the degradation that was involved,
and it was a tough and vital part of her.
Since this was violently repressed, comprehending as it did all those
aspiring ideals which had had so much poetry and promise, and which
represented for her, in their loss as in their possession, the meaning
of human happiness and the diviner aspect of human life, there was
naturally a great vacuum somewhere--a great emptiness for which no
compensating interests were available. Hence that serene
inexpressiveness of mien and manner which had so mature and
distinguished an air.
Mrs. Reade's own marriage was very much of the same pattern in one
respect--it was but an outward and visible sign of marriage that had no
inward and spiritual grace; but then she did not know what it was that
she missed, and Rachel did. And the difference between the two cases was
perfectly obvious to that intelligent woman.
On the return of Mr. and Mrs. Kingston to Melbourne, a number of
fashionable parties were of course given in their honour. At the chief
of these, a great ball in the Town-hall, the dramatic action of this
story, temporarily suspended by our heroine's absence from the country
which held all its elements in solution, so to speak, was suddenly set
going again.
It was towards the end of October, just when the gay season of the races
was about to set in, and when the spring was in its glory. It strangely
happened to be also the anniversary of the night of her clandestine
betrothal to Roden Dalrymple, which was the memorable last time--two
whole years ago--that she had seen or heard of him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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