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And so it was with Rachel. After a little time, when she had "settled
down," changed and aged, and sobered as she was, she really was not
unhappy.
She was always vastly conscious of her loss, but she was of too
wholesome a disposition to be embittered by it; and her simple sense of
duty and her characteristic unselfishness prompted her from the first to
wear a cheerful face for her husband, and never by word or deed to
reproach him, which course of conduct had the natural result of
comforting herself quite as much as it gratified him.
He was not a bad man, and in his easy fashion, he loved her; and
appreciating her gentle and dutiful behaviour, he put himself out of the
way to be kind to her, though, with all his attentions, he never was
what one would call a domestic husband.
Her demands upon him were not exorbitant. Indeed, she was true to her
creed in not demanding anything; but for such evidences of his affection
as he voluntarily bestowed upon her she showed herself always grateful
in a meek, pleased way that was very charming to a man vain of his own
importance, and she did not profess to be more so than, in her soft
heart, she really was.
She had no vocation for independence, nor for making herself--still less
for making others--miserable; and if she had married Bluebeard instead
of a well-intentioned gentleman, she must have twined herself about him
with her tender, deferential, delicately-caressing ways--which came as
naturally to her as breathing--and have found support and rest in doing
it.
When all signs of storm had cleared away, the apparently ill-matched
husband and wife settled down to a life together that, if not
rapturously delightful, was quite as placid and kindly and peaceful as
the married life of most of us.
They did not see a great deal of each other, to be sure; but the hours
that they spent together, being generally hours when Mr. Kingston was
tired or unwell, and wanted to be nursed and cheered, and to have the
papers read to him, had a homely sweetness and solace for Rachel not far
removed from happiness.
And then I am afraid it must be confessed that the house, and the wealth
and luxury belonging to it, _did_ comfort her a little.
She was excessively unpretentious in her habits, and pure and simple in
her tastes, but she had an intense appreciation of all those delicate
personal refinements which womanly women love, and only those who have
money, and plenty of it, can enjoy--of which years of sordid poverty had
taught her the grace and value; and it was not possible to her, with her
healthy sense of life, to refuse, even if she had wished, to absorb the
fragrance and brightness of her social and material surroundings.
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