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However, though she did all that a woman and a wife, and one born to be
the genius of a sick room, could do, she did not nurse him round. By the
time he reached home, where the household was thrown into a panic of
consternation, he was very ill indeed--his fright about himself helping
very much to develop the bad symptoms rapidly; and the doctor, who next
day summoned other doctors in consultation upon the case, pronounced
him--not in words, but by unmistakable signs--to be in a serious and
critical condition. The attack had been severe from the first; it had
been allowed to run on for several days; and the constitution of the
patient, enervated and shattered by years of unwholesome indulgence,
was as little fitted to stand an illness as any constitution could be.
The pain in breathing grew worse and worse, and the fever hotter and
drier; and then stupor came on, and delirium, and exhaustion, and by and
bye a filmy cloud over the sunken eyes, and a dusky pallor over the old,
old, wrinkled face; and, in spite of all the doctors, and all the
nurses, and all that money could do--in spite of the agonised devotion
of his young wife, who never left him for more than five minutes at a
time, taking snatches of sleep only when he slept, sitting by the
bedside, and resting her tired head on the same pillow that she smoothed
for his--it was over in less than a week. And a little paragraph
appeared in "The Argus" one morning, to shock that small world of which
he had so long been a distinguished ornament, with the incomprehensible
intelligence that he was "gone," and would never be seen at a club mess
or in a festive drawing-room again.
On the night of his death, when fever and pain and restlessness were
sinking away with the sinking pulse, and when Rachel, watching beside
him, thought he was past knowing anyone--even her--he looked at her with
a gleam of loving recognition. "Good little woman!" he muttered in a
struggling whisper. "Dear, good little woman!"
She stooped over him at once with a yearning passion of pity and vague
remorse, and kissed him, and laid her white arms about him, raining
tears on his dying face and his cold limp hands.
"Oh, Graham, Graham, I have not been good enough to you!" she cried.
"And you have been so good--so kind--to me!"
He continued to look at her with dull wistful, pathetic eyes.
"Have I?" he gasped, feebly. "Have I?"
And then the gleam died out of his face in the shrouding darkness that
was creeping over him. He was quiet for several minutes, and Rachel laid
her cheek on the pillow beside him, and listened to the faint rattle
which now and then told that the "step or two dubious of twilight"
between sleep and death was not yet crossed, motioning the other
watchers away from the bedside, that he and she might be alone together.
And suddenly he roused himself, and said--panting the words out slowly
and huskily, but evidently with a perfect consciousness of their
meaning--"Rachel--you can--have him--now."
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