Australia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Melbourne (Vic.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
All her powers were concentrated upon a desperate effort to postpone
that breaking-down which she had dreaded, and which she felt was
inevitable, until she could shut herself within four walls again. But
she could not postpone it.
Her husband took her hand and asked her what was the matter with
her--whether she felt ill, or whether she was regretting after all that
she had married him; whether she was going to make him happy, as
she had promised, or to curse his life with its bitterest
disappointment--speaking half in love, half in anger, with a sudden
outburst of protesting entreaty provoked by her irresponsive silence.
And she began to cry--almost to scream--in the most violent and alarming
manner.
"My dear love! my sweet child!" cried the bridegroom, aghast. "I did not
mean to vex you, Rachel. I did not mean to blame you, my pet. Rachel,
Rachel, hush! do hush! Don't let that confounded coachman go back and
say--Rachel, do you hear?"--giving her a little shake--"there are people
passing. For Heaven's sake don't make a scene in the street, whatever
you do!"
Rachel was almost beside herself with excitement, but she was awake to
the indecency of betraying her emotion to the servants and the
passers-by. Moreover, something in her husband's voice steadied her.
By a strong effort she checked the headlong impulse to rave and scream
that for a few seconds was almost overpowering, and held herself in with
shut teeth and tight-locked hands, wildly sobbing under her breath, and
by-and-bye, when the first rush of passion had spent itself, she became
quiet and tractable, fortunately, before they reached the
railway-station.
Mr. Kingston was terribly shocked and outraged by this behaviour. He
would have given anything to be able to scold her--in a gentle and
judicious manner, of course--but he was afraid to attempt such a thing,
or even to speak of the probable causes that had led to such deplorable
impropriety.
He rummaged for his spirit-flask, and made her drink a few drops of
brandy, which nearly choked her; he found some eau-de-Cologne and bathed
her face; he got her to put on a thicker veil, which happened to be
amongst the luxuries that her aunt and cousins had stuffed into her
travelling-bag; and he kissed her and petted her, and when she attempted
to explain and excuse herself, bade her "Hush! till another time," and
would not listen to her.
His immediate anxiety was to restore her personal appearance and her
powers of self-command. The more important matters could wait. And he
succeeded in his efforts; she did not break down any more.
Their journey that day was not very far. An hour or two in the train,
and then half a dozen miles in a comfortable covered buggy, and they
reached the country house which had been placed at their disposal--the
best substitute to be had for that charming residence on the shores of
the bay at Sydney--where they were to spend two or three weeks in their
own society before starting by the next mail to Europe.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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