"Oh, the admiral! Who cares what the admiral says? He's an old sailor,
what can you expect? They think of nothing else in connection with us
women."
Tregurtha gave vent to a dismal chuckle at Rosetta's not altogether
far-fetched aphorism on the navy. He was scarcely in a position to
controvert it.
"And so you paid no attention?"
"Not much," said Rosetta, blushing. "At least I never dreamt that
a man would love me yet, and that I should not be able to return
his sentiment. I relied for the contrary on my southern nature, and
troubled my head no more about it. Indeed, I used to think that I
should like to have a lover, and now--now he is come!" And Rosetta
covered her face and broke into low, sad sobbing.
"Oh, you poor little child! And I have done you harm, blundering into
your charmed circle of heart-freedom! What a shame it is!"
Tregurtha rose up from his seat, and stood stretching his arms out with
a laugh of self-directed irony; before this good and innocent girl,
with all her sorrow for him, he felt utterly baffled, hopeless, and
cast back.
"Let me try to explain myself further," pleaded Rosetta, with as much
eagerness as if it were her fault that she could not love Tregurtha.
"See, I am happy here. To some people it is not given to know when they
are happy, but I do know. I rejoice in my existence. I want nothing
save that love which is beautiful in poetry and tragical in life. Here
I am useful; you know the admiral--his dear, quarrelsome ways--who can
keep him in order except me? Why, if I did not act as his interpreter
there would never be a farm laborer on the place: every plowboy and
cowman on it would give the admiral notice to-morrow--if I did! Here
is my home, too; I love it. I love every corner of this old-fashioned
garden--the corner where the winter violets grow, the nooks to find
snowdrops in, and the borders with the scented pinks and heart's-ease
in irregular places. I look for each flower as it comes out, and I
scarcely care to stray outside our sweetbrier hedge."
"Well, dear child, all I can possibly say is, that it all sounds very
pretty. If I were not your lover, I should exclaim, 'How simple are
her tastes! what innocence and what content!' I should look on, were
another in my place, and say complacently, 'Here is at last a woman
who does not court men's admiration. Here is a fair maid who prefers
Jevons' "Elements of Logic" to Debrett's "Peerage," and a bunch of
mignonette to a tiara of diamonds.' How new, how picturesque, and how
refreshing!"
Rosetta gazed in blank wonderment at the imbittered Richard, who, with
arms folded and a caustic frown, was haranguing away as if to conjure
from him a whole army of demons.
She was not of a mold to stand by and see another really suffer.
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