Raie looked questioningly at her foster-aunt, and invited Miss Lorm to
loosen her wraps. For no accountable reason a feeling of aversion
existed between the two; perhaps it was because the young girl felt
small and insignificant in the presence of Miss Lorm; and the singer
was, or had been, jealous of the position occupied by Raie.
“I am in luck’s way, Lady Montella,” she said, settling herself on one
of the silk-covered chairs in a way which made Raie’s movements look
awkward in comparison. “I am to be commanded to sing before the
Queen-Regent early next month.”
“Indeed?” Her ladyship’s face lit up with interest. “It is a great
honour, Zillah. I am very glad; I am always glad when a Jewess
distinguishes herself.”
Zillah moved her position.
“I—I don’t wish to distinguish myself _as a Jewess_,” she replied
hastily, with a spot of colour on her cheeks. “I am a singer, _pur et
simple_. The Queen-Regent doesn’t know that I’m a Jewess, nor do the
powers that be who managed the affair for me know either. The name of
Jew is in such ill-favour just now that I have thought it best to sink
my connection with the Chosen in case it should prove a hindrance to my
career. Fortunately, although I am dark, my appearance does not betray
me. Do you not think me wise, dear Lady Montella?”
“From the worldly point of view, perhaps; but I would rather have you
cling to your precious heritage, my dear, especially just now, when
people are so ready to seize on anything which can be considered
discreditable to us. My son is doing his utmost to serve his country,
and to prove himself a worthy Jew. Even those who are the enemies of our
people are forced to honour him. I should like you, in the same way, to
prove yourself a worthy Jewess, and so raise the standard in public
opinion. What do you say, Raie?”
Raie tossed her head. “I—oh, I haven’t the least respect for a Jew or
Jewess who is ashamed to own it! Besides, the most superficial student
of physiognomy could trace Miss Lorm’s descent in her features. It is
the most difficult thing in the world to hide one’s Hebrew origin. A
look or a word—even a gesture will show it.”
Zillah bit her lip to repress a sarcastic rejoinder, then changed the
subject. Secretly she made up her mind to pay Raie back when opportunity
occurred. Shortly afterwards she rose to take her leave. She was very
fond of dear Lady Montella, but her ladyship’s dialectics on Judaism
bored her excessively, and the one to whom she liked to converse was not
there.
Raie hailed her departure with relief.
“I think I must be bad-tempered, auntie,” she remarked, as soon as the
hall door was closed. “At any rate, Zillah Lorm always rubs me up the
wrong way.”
“Why? I have never heard her say anything to offend you, dear.”
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