She shook her head. “I must speak the truth, dear,” she answered,
softly, “or I should despise myself for a coward.”
Then she sank on to a chair, almost overcome with the heat and the
excitement. The blow had fallen; she dared not think what the
consequence would be.
“For the wife of the Governor of Haifa to be a Christian is a scandalous
thing,” repeated Ben Yetzel quietly, in Hebrew. “Either Mr. Montella
must resign his post, or there must be a divorce.”
Dr. Engelmacher was the only one near enough to hear his dictum.
“Gently, my dear sir,” he returned, in a tone of reproof. “If we live,
we shall see; there is plenty of time.”
But he knew that his friend Montella was in a most difficult
predicament, and that it would need all his astuteness to extract him
from the same.
He rose, in order to show that he considered the interview at an end;
and the Chief Rabbi, well satisfied with the work he had accomplished,
took his departure with due ceremony. There was an awkward pause when
the door had closed behind him, and Patricia seized the opportunity to
escape from the room. Scarcely knowing whither she went, she rushed up
the shallow staircase to the apartment which served as her boudoir. Her
one desire was to be alone for a few minutes—anywhere away from the
people she had offended. Opening the door which led into the
night-nursery, she peeped timidly into the room, and seeing that her
baby was alone, advanced gently towards his little cot. Although he
seemed so still, he was not asleep, but lay staring up at the pattern on
the wall with wide-open eyes. Hearing the rustle of her dress, however,
he sat up in eager anticipation.
“Nanna just gone down’tairs,” he informed her, even before she asked
him. “Baby hot.”
“Too hot to sleep?” she asked gently, and lifting him up into her arms,
pushed the curls away from his forehead.
It was a relief to feel his loving little caress, to have the golden
head nestling against her shoulder, to hear the piping notes of the baby
voice. His very presence soothed her as no other earthly thing could
have done; he seemed just like a little cherub of peace.
“Mammy not go ’way,” he said contentedly, his tiny hands grasping her
wrist. “Mammy ’tay wiv baby always?”
He looked up confidingly into her face, but the expected answer was not
forthcoming. A hot tear splashed on to his hair; and although but a
baby, he knew instinctively that something was wrong. He did not know
that his words had caused a dread possibility to flash across his
mother’s mind—for the result of that evening’s confession might mean
separation, not only from her husband, but from her child. Seeing her
distress, he began to sob in sympathy, and clung to her with almost
convulsive force.
“Mammy not go ’way!” he wailed, over and over again. “Mammy ’tay with
baby!” and he refused to be consoled, until Patricia declared
unceasingly that she would never forsake him.
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