He had dreaded the return to Haifa, and had postponed it as long as
possible, knowing that his worthy citizens were all agog on the matter
of his wife’s departure. His eyes were open to the mingled glances of
scorn and sympathy which were cast upon him when he walked through the
streets of the town; and he refused to give the explanation which was
expected, yet could not very well be sought. He took his part in
communal matters with the same energy as of old; but apart from his
official duties he was as immovable as the Sphinx. Declining all the
invitations which poured in upon him from the wealthier members of the
corporation, he seemed to wish to lead the life of a recluse. His mother
knew not whether to be displeased or grieved, but remonstrated with him
vigorously on the subject one day.
“This will never do,” she said, when for the third time he had absented
himself from her weekly receptions. “You will make yourself unpopular if
you persist in holding yourself aloof socially from the people. Besides,
it isn’t manly, Lionel; you are wearing your heart on your sleeve.”
So he promised to amend his ways; and the study saw less of him again;
and joining more in the social life of the town, a little of his old
buoyancy returned. But there always remained a sore place in his heart,
only to be temporarily relieved by the balm of her precious letters.
They arrived with every mail—those dear messages from his beloved.
He had been back a full week before he could bring himself to visit his
new house. The operations of the builders and decorators had been
suspended during his stay in Jerusalem, and he had not yet given the
order for them to resume their work. Making a sudden decision one
morning, however, he walked quietly up the avenue of palm-trees, and
unlocked the great oaken doors at the entrance to the hall. The house
was, as he had anticipated, totally deserted, and his steps echoed and
re-echoed drearily on the stone floor. Passing through the wonderful
atrium, whose fame had already reached from one end of Syria to the
other, he entered the boudoir, and removing the holland covering, sat
down on one of the dainty chairs. What a hideous, ghastly mockery the
whole place appeared! how it seemed to rise up and taunt him with its
emptiness, with its bright but hollow splendour! He glanced about him
with a shudder, and rested his head wearily on his hand. The
decorations, to which he had given so much thought—for Patricia; the
exquisite frescoes painted by an eminent Jewish artist—for Patricia; the
beautifully carved bureau with its cunning design—for Patricia; the
hangings of vieux rose—Patricia’s favourite hue; the little oil-painting
of the Thames—Patricia’s own picture. All for Patricia, the one woman in
the world to whom it was a joy to render homage; and she had been
snatched from him by the crass stupidity of his people, by the ignorant
prejudice of a stubborn race! Oh, the foolishness of men, to bow down to
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