the fanatical ceremonialism of dogma and creed, and turn away from the
purest of all passions—conjugal love! Rising, he threw open the windows,
and with bent head, paced the room; then espying the flutter of a white
gown amid the myrtle bushes in the avenue, paused in silent wonder. How
came a woman in the grounds—his grounds—not knowing that he was there?
He closed the window, and went forth to investigate, almost inclined to
believe that he was the victim of an illusion. But no; for as he
appeared beneath the portico, the figure approached and sauntered
leisurely towards him. For one moment his heart stood still, a wild
hypothesis taking possession of his brain. Patricia in some mysterious
way had come back to him, either in the flesh, or by the projection of
her astral body—he had heard and read of such things. Thought telepathy,
spiritualism—he had never believed in either, yet he knew by hearsay
that the most wonderful phenomena had actually occurred; and if to other
people, why not to himself? But the fantastic idea born of his ardent
longing was suddenly doomed to disappointment; the figure proved to be
not Patricia, but merely that of Zillah Lorm.
“I wondered if you were here,” she said sweetly, as he advanced to meet
her. “Do you know, I come here every day, just for a walk—the little
side gate is always open. But I have never been inside the house,
although I have heard so much about it. Would you not like to show it to
me? We have a good opportunity now.”
He had never felt more disinclined to play the part of showman, but
knowing that she was really eager to go over the place, he could not
well refuse. Admitting her by the principal entrance, he allowed her to
wander through the rooms at her own sweet will, and listened to her
enthusiastic observations with no pleasure, and perhaps a little pain.
Yielding to a feeling he could not describe, he passed over the door of
the boudoir; but Zillah was quick enough to notice his hesitation, and
inexorably demanded a view.
“What is it, Lionel?” she asked playfully. “Bluebeard’s chamber, or the
_sanctum sanctorum_?”
He threw open the door, and stood back for her to enter.
“Neither,” he answered quietly. “It is the room which was to have been
my wife’s boudoir.”
“Oh!” She threw him a glance of somewhat steely commiseration, and
proceeded to look about her with cold criticism. Montella went to the
window, his eyes dreamily scanning the distant mountain ranges of
Galilee. He wanted to be blind and deaf for a few minutes, until his
visitor had concluded her examination of the room. He did not want to
hear her careless remarks; they affected him like so many knife thrusts.
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