From Positivism she found her way into
Unitarianism, and with her usual craving for some great teacher whom she
delighted to honour, she made Ralph Waldo Emerson—or rather his
writings—her oracle. It was somewhat curious that Patricia’s religion
always concentrated itself around some _person_, yet she did not seek to
render her homage to a personal God. Her only experience of Christianity
other than Romanism was the stern Evangelicism of her old nurse, and
this creed, with its narrow interpretations and material heaven, she
found equally as repellent as the former. Although not lacking in
spiritual perception, she had not yet rightly understood the divine
personality of the Incarnate Deity; she admired Christ, it is true, but
in the same way she admired Gautama—the founder of Buddhism—and
Confucius. To her, the heaven of the Christian and the Nirvana of the
Buddhist were almost synonymous terms; and the gospel of right living
the only one that was necessary. So that when her lover suggested with
much diffidence that she should become a member of his own faith, she
did not meet his proposal with the firm refusal he had anticipated.
They were sitting under the trees in one of the quietest spots in
Kensington Gardens, glad to escape for the moment from the din and roar
of the traffic. Although late autumn, the air was mild and dry, and
Patricia allowed her sables to fall from her shoulders and to rest on
the back of the chair. She listened to her lover’s words with animation
in her face, and wonder in her eyes; she could not make an immediate
reply.
“The idea is so curious, so difficult to grasp,” she said, when he had
finished. “Judaism seems so formidable to the uninitiated. I am afraid I
should break the laws a hundred times a day.”
“I do not think you would. Judaism does not demand so much from a woman
as from a man. All a Jewess has to do is to see that her mènage is
ordered in accordance with Jewish law, and to bring up her children in
the Jewish faith. More will not be expected of you than that; and as we
can have a Jewish housekeeper, you need not be worried with the details
of the dietary and other laws.”
“But what of my own personal religion?”
“As long as you keep to Theism—the absolute Unity—you can believe what
you please,” Montella replied. “So you see your Judaism need not be so
difficult after all.”
Patricia’s eyes waxed thoughtful.
“You must give me a few days to think it over,” she said, after a short
pause. “You are not in a hurry, dear?”
“Not at all. I promised the mater I would ask you. She is such an
enthusiastic Jewess.”
“Yes; I admire her for it. It is a wonder she does not live in the Holy
Land.”
Lionel smiled.
“I really believe she would, if Palestine were a Jewish country,” he
replied. “She cherishes a grudge against the Sultan for shilly-shallying
over the affair all these years. She is, like myself, an ardent
Zionist.”
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