Marcia leaned forward, and brushed a tendril of the baby's hair out of its
eye. “She's the greatest little sleeper that ever was when she gets into
her carriage,” she half mused, leaning back with her hands folded in her
lap, and setting her head on one side for the effect of the baby without
the stray ringlet. “She's getting so fat!” she said, proudly.
Halleck smiled. “Do you find it makes a difference in pushing her carriage,
from day to day?”
Marcia took his question in earnest, as she must take anything but the most
obvious pleasantry concerning her baby. “The carriage runs very easily; we
picked out the lightest one we could, and I never have any trouble with it,
except getting up curbstones and crossing Cambridge Street. I don't like to
cross Cambridge Street, there are always so many horse-cars. But it's all
down-hill coming here: that's one good thing.”
“That makes it a very bad thing going home, though,” said Halleck.
“Oh, I go round by Charles Street, and come up the hill from the other
side; it isn't so steep there.”
There was no more to be said upon this point, and in the lapse of their
talk Halleck broke off some boughs of the blooming pear, and dropped them
on the baby's afghan.
“Your mother won't like your spoiling her pear-tree,” said Marcia,
seriously.
“She will when she knows that I did it for Miss Hubbard.”
“Miss Hubbard!” repeated the young mother, and she laughed in fond
derision. “How funny to hear you saying that! I thought you hated babies!”
Halleck looked at her with strong self-disgust, and he dropped the bough
which he had in his hand upon the ground. There is something in a young
man's ideal of women, at once passionate and ascetic, so fine that any
words are too gross for it. The event which intensified the interest of his
mother and sisters in Marcia had abashed Halleck; when she came so proudly
to show her baby to them all, it seemed to him like a mockery of his pity
for her captivity to the love that profaned her. He went out of the room in
angry impatience, which he could hardly hide, when one of his sisters tried
to make him take the baby. Little by little his compassion adjusted itself
to the new conditions; it accepted the child as an element of her misery in
the future, when she must realize the hideous deformity of her marriage.
His prophetic feeling of this, and of her inaccessibility to human help
here and hereafter, made him sometimes afraid of her; but all the more
severely he exacted of his ideal of her that she should not fall beneath
the tragic dignity of her fate through any levity of her own. Now, at her
innocent laugh, a subtile irreverence, which he was not able to exorcise,
infused itself into his sense of her.
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