He stood looking at her, after he dropped the pear-bough, and seeing
her mere beauty as he had never seen it before. The bees hummed in the
blossoms, which gave out a dull, sweet smell; the sunshine had the
luxurious, enervating warmth of spring. He started suddenly from his
reverie: Marcia had said something. “I beg your pardon?” he queried.
“Oh, nothing. I asked if you knew where I went to church yesterday?”
Halleck flushed, ashamed of the wrong his thoughts, or rather his emotions,
had done. “No, I don't,” he answered.
“I was at your church.”
“I ought to have been there myself,” he returned, gravely, “and then I
should have known.”
She took his self-reproach literally. “You couldn't have seen me. I was
sitting pretty far back, and I went out before any of your family saw me.
Don't you go there?”
“Not always, I'm sorry to say. Or, rather, I'm sorry not to be sorry. What
church do you generally go to?”
“Oh, I don't know. Sometimes to one, and sometimes to another. Bartley used
to report the sermons, and we went round to all the churches then. That is
the way I did at home, and it came natural to me. But I don't like it very
well. I want Flavia should belong to some particular church.”
“There are enough to choose from,” said Halleck, with pensive sarcasm.
“Yes, that's the difficulty. But I shall make up my mind to one of them,
and then I shall always keep to it. What I mean is that I should like to
find out where most of the good people belong, and then have her be with
them,” pursued Marcia. “I think it's best to belong to some church, don't
you?”
There was something so bare, so spiritually poverty-stricken, in these
confessions and questions, that Halleck found nothing to say to them.
He was troubled, moreover, as to what the truth was in his own mind. He
answered, with a sort of mechanical adhesion to the teachings of his youth,
“I should be a recreant not to think so. But I'm not sure that I know what
you mean by belonging to some church,” he added. “I suppose you would want
to believe in the creed of the church, whichever it was.”
“I don't know that I should be particular,” said Marcia, with perfect
honesty.
Halleck laughed sadly. “I'm afraid _they_ would, then, unless you joined
the Broad Church.”
“What is that?” He explained as well as he could. At the end she repeated,
as if she had not followed him very closely: “I should like her to belong
to the church where most of the good people went. I think that would be the
right one, if you could only find which it is.” Halleck laughed again. “I
suppose what I say must sound very queer to you; but I've been thinking a
good deal about this lately.”
“I beg your pardon,” said Halleck. “I had no reason to laugh, either on
your account or my own. It's a serious subject.” She did not reply, and he
asked, as if she had left the subject, “Do you intend to pass the summer in
Boston?”
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