I stand now so that the light falls upon him, and I can see his face
better. He is a little taller than I, younger looking and sounder
looking; he has missed an illness or so, and there is no scar over
his eye. His training has been subtly finer than mine; he has made
himself a better face than mine.... These things I might have
counted upon. I can fancy he winces with a twinge of sympathetic
understanding at my manifest inferiority. Indeed, I come, trailing
clouds of earthly confusion and weakness; I bear upon me all the
defects of my world. He wears, I see, that white tunic with the
purple band that I have already begun to consider the proper Utopian
clothing for grave men, and his face is clean shaven. We forget to
speak at first in the intensity of our mutual inspection. When at
last I do gain my voice it is to say something quite different from
the fine, significant openings of my premeditated dialogues.
"You have a pleasant room," I remark, and look about a little
disconcerted because there is no fireplace for me to put my back
against, or hearthrug to stand upon. He pushes me a chair, into
which I plump, and we hang over an immensity of conversational
possibilities.
"I say," I plunge, "what do you think of me? You don't think I'm an
impostor?"
"Not now that I have seen you. No."
"Am I so like you?"
"Like me and your story--exactly."
"You haven't any doubt left?" I ask.
"Not in the least, since I saw you enter. You come from the world
beyond Sirius, twin to this. Eh?"
"And you don't want to know how I got here?"
"I've ceased even to wonder how I got here," he says, with a laugh
that echoes mine.
He leans back in his chair, and I in mine, and the absurd parody of
our attitude strikes us both.
"Well?" we say, simultaneously, and laugh together.
I will confess this meeting is more difficult even than I
anticipated.
Section 2
Our conversation at that first encounter would do very little to
develop the Modern Utopia in my mind. Inevitably, it would be
personal and emotional. He would tell me how he stood in his world,
and I how I stood in mine. I should have to tell him things, I
should have to explain things----.
No, the conversation would contribute nothing to a modern
Utopia.
And so I leave it out.
Section 3
But I should go back to my botanist in a state of emotional
relaxation. At first I should not heed the fact that he, too, had
been in some manner stirred. "I have seen him," I should say,
needlessly, and seem to be on the verge of telling the untellable.
Then I should fade off into: "It's the strangest thing."
He would interrupt me with his own preoccupation. "You know," he
would say, "I've seen someone."
I should pause and look at him.
"She is in this world," he says.
"Who is in this world?"
"Mary!"
I have not heard her name before, but I understand, of course, at
once.
"I saw her," he explains.
"Saw her?"
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