A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 1 of 3) — John Shaqi
A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 1 of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 1 of 3)
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
CAPTAIN NORTON’S DIARY.
CHAPTER I.
MUSHIN-BUNDA.
_June 4th, 18—_.—Thermometer at 100 in the shade, and up to heaven knows
where in the sun; somewhere about boiling heat, I should imagine, if I
may judge by the state of my shirt sleeves. A cheerful climate in which
to ask a man to spend the best days of his life, for the visionary
prospect of surviving twenty years’ service and retiring on half-pay. If
it were not for Janie, I could not stand it. Here we are, cooped up in
an old Dutch fort, with three miles of desert plain between us and the
sea; the very house we live in built on the remains of a cemetery; the
ruined graves of which stare us in the face every time we look out of the
drawing-room windows. The consequence of which is, that Janie would not
stay in the house by herself after dark for any earthly consideration;
and if she cannot procure a female friend to dance attendance on her
fears, I am cut out of my bachelor entertainments. Not that I wish to
complain; far from it; it would be hard if I could not give up some
pleasures in exchange for such a wife as mine—but I have found it awkward
at times. Then we have no society but such as the regiment affords; and
as a married man I am, of course, not so much at the mess as heretofore.
Altogether Mushin-Bunda is not lively; and my wife is the only creature
who makes it bearable to me.
I don’t wonder that the whole cantonment voted me a lucky fellow when I
obtained the promise of her hand. The first time I ever saw her at the
house of her married sister—the wife of Delville, of our 44th, since
ordered to Burmah—I thought her the prettiest, most lovable little woman
I had ever seen; and during the twelve months of our happy married life,
I have had no reason to alter my opinion. Janie is all that a man could
possibly desire in a wife; and so I tell myself twenty times a day. Never
have I seen her face clouded with passion or ill-humour: whatever I
propose to do is invariably the thing she has just been wishing for; she
never dissents from me either in opinion or desire; she never even meets
me without the same quiet smile, which has deservedly gained her the
credit of being such ‘a very sweet young woman.’ She is a cushat-dove,
made to nestle into a man’s affections and to remain there; for who with
a heart could bear to wound the feelings of one so sensitive and pure? I
don’t believe at this moment, that in all the length and breadth of India
there exists a happier or more contented fellow than myself; and if we
only had a little more society, a little company occasionally to turn
our thoughts from dwelling incessantly upon ourselves, our life would
leave nothing to be desired. Not but what my Janie is the world to me;
still, a woman is but a woman after all, and the days are apt to become
monotonous.
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