A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 1 of 3) — John Shaqi
A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 1 of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 1 of 3)
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
Mrs Tresham, putting her little ones to rest, feels also that, except for
them, she would lay down her existence. She is utterly sick and wearied
of her life. She is almost cross with Wilfrid and Bertie and Fred,
because they will bolster one another, instead of lying down in their
cots and going to sleep like pattern boys. For Baby Roland is whimpering
for the breast, and two-year-old May is fractious with the pain of
cutting her double teeth. Lily, her mother’s help and companion, is the
only one that waits patiently until her turn arrives to be undressed.
But when the rest are at last subdued, or satisfied, and Juliet Tresham
turns to attend to her eldest daughter, her trembling fingers have busied
themselves but for a few seconds with strings and buttons, before her
arms are cast around the child, and she bursts into a storm of tears.
‘Mamma, why do you cry?’ asks Lily anxiously.
‘Oh, Lily, Lily! It is not my fault—it is not my fault.’
God help her, poor Juliet, it is not! Almost a girl in years, yet laden
with cares such as few wives in her position are ever called upon to
bear, she has sunk beneath the weight of an overwhelming load. Health and
energy have failed her, and her husband’s patience has not proved equal
to the occasion, and so irritability and discontent have crept in on the
one hand, and disgust and indifference on the other. And yet they loved
each other once, oh! so dearly, and believed from their hearts they
would have died sooner than give up their mutual affection.
But Mrs Tresham does not cry long. She persuades herself that the man
downstairs is not worth crying for.
‘Get into bed, Lily, darling, or papa will be coming up to see what we
are about.’
‘I didn’t kiss papa nor wish him good-night,’ says the child.
‘No, no! it doesn’t signify. He doesn’t care for your kisses, nor for
mine.’
She tucks her little girl into her bed and descends to the sitting-room
again, feeling injured and hard of heart. Roland, as she enters, glances
at her with a look of disgust.
‘Your hair is half way down your back.’
She laughs slightly, and, pulling out the fastenings of her hair, lets
the rippling mass fall over her shoulders. Roland used to admire it
so much in the days gone by, and say it was the only gold he cared to
possess. Has she any hope that he will recall his former feelings at the
sight of her loosely falling locks? If so, she is mistaken, for he only
remarks coldly,—
‘I must beg you not to turn my room into a dressing-room. Go and put your
hair up tidily. I hate to find it amongst my papers.’
‘I believe you hate everything except your own comfort,’ she replies.
‘You’re the most selfish man I ever came across.’
‘Perhaps so! But as long as this house belongs to me, you’ll be good
enough to keep your opinions to yourself. If I can’t have comfort when I
come home, I will at least have peace.’
‘And much peace _I_ get, day or night.’
‘It is by your own mismanagement if you do not.’
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