A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 2 of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 2 of 3)
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
‘If you’ll have _me_,’ she murmured in a tone of delight as she nestled
against his rough clothes.
‘That’s settled, then, and the sooner the banns are up the better! Here,
mother! Come along and hear the news. Lizzie has promised to marry me,
and I shall take her to church as soon as we’ve been cried.’
‘Well! I _am_ pleased,’ said Mrs Barnes. ‘You couldn’t have got a neater
wife, Larry, though her eyesight’s terribly against her, poor thing! But
I’m sure of one thing, Liz, if you can’t do all for him that another
woman might, you’ll love my lad with the best among them, and that
thought will make me lie quiet in my grave.’
The poor cannot afford the time to be as sentimental over such things as
the rich. Larry kissed his cousin two or three times on the forehead in
signification of the compact they had just entered into, and then he got
up and shook himself, and prepared to go back to his afternoon work.
‘That’s a good job settled,’ he thought as he did so; ‘it will make
Lizzie happy, and drive a deal of nonsense may be out of my head. But if
ever I can pay out that scoundrel Darley I’ll do it, if it costs me the
last drop of my blood.’
The blind girl regarded what had passed between her cousin and herself
with very different feelings. Condemned, by reason of her infirmity, to
pass much of her young life in solitude, the privation had repaid itself
by giving her the time and opportunity for an amount of self-culture
which, if subjected to the rough toil and rougher pleasures of her class,
she never could have attained. Her ideas regarding the sanctity of love
and marriage were very different from those of other Corston girls. She
could never have ‘kept company,’ as they termed it, with one man this
month and another the next. Her pure mind, which dwelt so much within
itself, shrank from the levity and coarseness with which she had heard
such subjects treated, and believing, as she had done, that she should
never be married, she had pleased herself by building up an ideal of what
a husband should be, and how his wife would love and reverence him. And
this ideal had always had for its framework a fancied portrait of her
cousin Laurence. In reality, this young fellow was an average specimen of
a fresh-faced country youth, with plenty of colour and flesh and muscle.
But to the blind girl’s fancy he was perfection. Her little hands from
babyhood had traced each feature of his face until she knew every line
by heart, and though she had never acknowledged it even to herself, she
had been in love with him ever since she was capable of understanding the
meaning of the term. So that although his proposal to marry her had come
as a great surprise, it had also come as a great glory, and set her heart
throbbing with the pleasant consciousness of returned affection.
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