A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 2 of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 2 of 3)
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
‘Ah, madam! have pity on me and listen. We had been married but six
months, and we loved each other, ah! so dearly. He was a clerk in a
city firm, and his employers sent him over to Ireland on business. We
could not bear to part—we went together. In order to return to England
we embarked in a small sailing vessel, and we had a fearful storm in
crossing. The sea ran mountains high, and the women on board were
assembled together in a deck cabin. The men to whom they belonged kept
looking in every now and then to tell them how we were getting on, and
every time the door of the cabin was opened, the sea rushed in and wetted
them. They grew impatient, I the most of all; and when my dear husband,
in his anxiety lest I should be frightened at our danger, put his head in
for the third or fourth time I called out, saying, ‘Go away, Edward, and
_don’t come back again_.’ And he went away, and he never did come back.
Ah, Heaven! have mercy upon me!’
‘My poor girl! how did it happen?’
‘He was washed off the deck, madam, by a huge wave that nearly swamped
the ship—so they told me afterwards. But I never saw him more! The
glimpse I had of his bonnie face as it was thrust in at the half-opened
door, beaming with love and anxiety, was the last glimpse I was ever to
have in this world—and I sent him to his death. I said, ‘Go away, and
don’t come back’—and he never came back!—he never came back!’
Her grief was so violent I almost thought she would have swooned at my
feet. I tried to direct her thoughts in another direction.
‘Have you no friends to go to, Mrs Graham?’
‘None of my own, madam. I was a soldier’s orphan from the Home when
Edward married me. And I could not go to his.’
‘How did you lose your baby?’
‘It died of my grief, I suppose; it only lived a few days. And then they
advised me at the hospital to get a situation as wet nurse; and I thought
the care of an infant might soothe me a little. But my sorrow is past
cure.’
‘You have bad dreams at night, I fear.’
‘Oh! such awful dreams! He is always calling me—calling me to go to him,
and I can find him nowhere; or else I am in the ship again, and see that
which I never did see—the cruel wave that washed him from me!’
‘Do you feel strong enough to take the child again?’
She had risen by this time, and was, comparatively speaking, calm. She
held out her arms mechanically. I put the baby in them, and then stooped
and kissed her swollen eyes and burning forehead.
‘I will not discuss this subject with you further to-day,’ I said; ‘but
you have found a friend. Go on with your walk, child, and may God comfort
you. I am glad you have told me the story of your grief.’
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