A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3) — John Shaqi
A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3)
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
How I dreaded it. The gloomy, half-closed house, the garden paths, green
with damp and thick with weeds, the servants acting entirely upon their
own authority, and the master querulous, impatient, and unjust, either
shut up in his own room brooding over the past and present, or freely
distributing oaths, complaints, and sometimes even blows, amongst the
unfortunate inmates of his household. As for myself, I seldom came
within the range of his arm without being terrified away, and it had been
a great relief to me when I returned home for the previous Christmas
holidays to find that he was absent, and the term of my penance passed
peacefully, if nothing else. But now he was at home again, so my master
informed me, my father had never dreamt of writing to me, and I looked
forward to the coming visit with dread. A strange, unnatural state of
things for a child of eight years old, who had never known a mother’s
love nor care, had never even heard her name mentioned by any one with
whom he was connected.
‘What was your mother like?’ continued Jemmy, after a few minutes’ pause,
during which we two unfortunates had been ruminating upon our lot. ‘Had
she light-coloured hair, like Mrs Murray, or dark, like the cook?’
‘I don’t know,’ I answered, sadly. ‘I never saw her, that I remember.’
‘Haven’t you got a likeness of her at home?’ he demanded with surprise.
‘Wait till I show you mine.’
He fumbled about in his waistcoat, and produced a much faded
daguerreotype of an ordinary-looking young woman in old-fashioned
habiliments.
‘Isn’t she beautiful?’ he exclaimed, with weak enthusiasm as he pressed
the miniature to his lips.
‘Oh, how I wish she hadn’t died! I know I should have loved her so much!’
I made no reply. Poor Jemmy’s imagination did not run so fast as mine.
If my mother had lived to side with my father, where should I have been
between them? I turned my face away, and sighed.
It was strange that I had no idea of what my mother had been like. I
had never even formed one, neither had I any relation to whose memory I
might have appealed on the subject. My father lived a solitary, aimless
life in the old neglected house I have alluded to, seldom leaving his own
apartments, except at meal times, and certainly never asking any friend
to enter them to bear him company. The servants had their parents, or
lovers, or brothers, to visit them by stealth in the kitchen, but the
master sat by himself, gloomy and pre-occupied, and irritable almost to
frenzy when provoked. No wonder I wished that I could have spent the
Easter holidays with Mrs Murray. But a great surprise was in store for
me. The boys had hardly concluded the game of football they had been
carrying on during my colloquy with Jemmy, when Mrs Murray came smiling
down the playground in search of me.
‘I’ve a piece of news for you, Master Vere,’ she exclaimed. ‘Some one is
waiting to see you in the parlour.’
‘Not papa!’ I said, quickly.
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