A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3) — John Shaqi
A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3)Marryat, Florence
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A moment of madness, and other stories (vol. 3 of 3)
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
But the wife’s indignant protests do not reach the ears of Cissy Lawless,
who retires to her own apartments and does not leave them until she
gets into the transit again and is rattled back to Mudlianah. When
she is fairly off there is no denying that Ethel feels very lonely and
very miserable. She is not so brave as she pretends to be, and she is
conscious that she has betrayed her jealous feelings in a most unladylike
manner, which will make Charlie very angry with her when he comes to hear
of it. So what between her rage and her despair, she passes the afternoon
and evening in a very hysterical condition of weeping and moaning, and
the excitement and fatigue, added to terror at the stories she has heard,
bring on the very calamity against which Mrs Lawless warned her. In the
middle of the night she is compelled by illness to summon her Dye to her
assistance, and two frightened women do their best to alarm each other
still more, until with the morning’s light a poor little baby is born
into the world, who had no business, strictly speaking, to have entered
it till two months later, and the preparations for whose advent are
all down at Mudlianah. Poor Ethel has only strength after the event to
write a few faint lines in pencil to Colonel Dunstan, telling him she
is dying, and begging him to come to her at once, and then to lie down
in a state of utter despair, which would assail most women under the
circumstances. She has not sufficient energy even to reprove the Dye, who
laments over the poor baby as if it were a doomed creature, and keeps
starting nervously, as night draws on again, at every shadow, as though
she expected to see the old gentleman at her elbow.
She wears out Ethel’s patience at last, for the young mother is depressed
and feeble and longs for sleep. So she orders the nurse to lay her little
infant on her arm, and to go into the next room as usual and lie down
beside Katie’s cot; and after some expostulation, and many shakings
of her head, the Dye complies with her mistress’s request. For some
time after she is left alone, Ethel lies awake, too exhausted even to
sleep, and as she does so, her mind is filled with the stories she has
heard, and she clasps her little fragile infant closer to her bosom as
she recalls the history of the poor murdered mother, whose child was
barbarously slaughtered before her eyes. But she has too much faith in
the teaching of her childhood quite to credit such a marvellous story,
and she composes herself by prayer and holy thoughts until she sinks into
a calm and dreamless slumber. When she wakes some hours after, it is not
suddenly, but as though some one were pulling her back to consciousness.
Slowly she realises her situation, and feels that somebody, the Dye she
supposes, is trying to take the baby from her arms without disturbing her.
‘Don’t take him from me, Dye,’ she murmurs, sleepily; ‘he is so good—he
has not moved all night.’
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