Her tone was dejected. I thought she was tired.
“Oh, no!” she protested, when I apologized for my thoughtlessness in
bringing her so far. “I'm not tired. I can ride all day. Where I come
from, we have to ride if we want to go anywhere; but here there seems to
be no particular place to--to reach.”
“Are you so utilitarian?” I asked, laughingly. “Must you always have
some reason for everything you do? I do so many things just for the mere
pleasure of doing them, I'm afraid you will have a very poor opinion of
me.”
“That is not what I mean,” she said, flushing, and turning her large
gray eyes on me. “You must not think I have a reason for everything I
do.” She was very earnest, and it was evident that she was unacquainted
with the art of making conversation. “But what I mean,” she went on,
“is that there is no place--no end--to reach.” She looked back over her
shoulder toward the west, where the trees marked the sky line, and an
expression of loss and dissatisfaction came over her face. “You
see,” she said, apologetically, “I'm used to different things--to the
mountains. I have never been where I could not see them before in my
life.”
“Ah, I see! I suppose it is odd to look up and find them not there.”
“It's like being lost, this not having anything around you. At least,
I mean,” she continued slowly, as if her thought could not easily put
itself in words,--“I mean it seems as if a part of the world had been
taken down. It makes you feel lonesome, as if you were living after the
world had begun to die.”
“You'll get used to it in a few days. It seems very beautiful to me
here. And then you will have so much life to divert you.”
“Life? But there is always that everywhere.”
“I mean men and women.”
“Oh! Still, I am not used to them. I think I might be not--not very
happy with them. They might think me queer. I think I would like to show
your sister the mountains.”
“She has seen them often.”
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