She lowered her eyes without answering, took the rose and rejoined her
companion. She was more feminine, more human. She who had my friend's
favour seemed of a higher nature, and her very childishnesses could not
but be divine.
The third young woman was not forgotten. She was small and frail,
timid, with a heaven of innocence in her eyes. She did not leave the
tallest, whose sister or chosen friend she seemed to be. She was not
forgotten; but she disdained the flower I meant for her, and, going
into the flower-bed, plucked herself a whole bouquet of roses. My
friend observed her with complacency.
HE
Spoilt child.
THE LITTLE ONE
I have them of all colours. For me! For me! For me!
And taking them one after another, she inhaled their scent with a
selfish delight.
My friend walked on with two of the young women. I followed him with
the other, with her who seemed to have chosen me.
THE OTHER
Look! Are you bleeding? I warned you.
A drop of blood had been crushed on my finger. I looked at the young
woman without answering. She had not the ironic air of which I
suspected her. Reassured, I came up to her again; she laid her hand on
my arm.
While these charming scenes were occurring, I was adapting myself to my
singular circumstances. The continuation of the adventure soon seemed
most natural. We were walking in the morning in a beautiful, solitary
and flowery park. Such things happen in life as well as in dreams, and
I was soon quite at my ease.
We were now walking in a wood of young chestnuts. Red stalks fell now
and again at our feet. We went down steps and climbed others; we saw
ponds and pools, stone statues and orange-trees, a cyclop and the
nakedness of a nymph, flowers of every colour, trees of all forms,
bushes of all leaves, and pigeons which, with slanting flight, dropped
on the lawns amid the fluttering of startled sparrows.
THE OTHER
My name? What an idea! You will learn it if you are destined to know
it. It is not mysterious. Call me friend; for this day, I will permit
you to do so.
I
Are we to have a whole day?
THE OTHER
Does a day seem long to you?
I
Long and short at the same time in your company.
THE OTHER
You will see that it will be short.
I
Alas!
THE OTHER
Where are they? I have lost sight of them. Ah. There they are. Yonder,
under the cherry-tree in bloom.
I
And she?
THE OTHER
What do you mean?
I
Her name?
THE OTHER
She? She is SHE, she is life, she is youth, she is beauty, she is love.
She!
I
I ask nothing further. I am happy.
THE OTHER
Already?
I
I am happy, and I still desire, but without anxiety. I desire with
delight, with calm. I feel a divine peace, a peace full of present
pleasures and of pleasures to come.
THE OTHER
With him one is always happy, one becomes accustomed to one's
happiness, and yet one feels it continually increase. I said "already."
Do not interpret that word according to your ideas of yesterday.
I
None the less, it gave me something to dream of.
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