"No; she forbade it; I can't tell why. Her indisposition is her own
fault; she has been taking one of those wild rides again, and does not
want to confess it. Indeed, dear Johann, you must forbid her riding so
much."
"Nonsense!" cried the Freiherr. "What has riding to do with it? You
women could not exist without your headaches. Johanna is following the
fashion. But what the deuce is the matter with you, lad?" he blurted
out, turning to Otto, half laughing, half vexed. "Letting every dish
pass you untasted, and looking like----have you a headache out of pure
sympathy? Don't drive me altogether wild!"
Otto tried to control himself; but Aunt Thekla's suspicions had been
aroused and would not be laid to rest. After breakfast, while the
Freiherr was reading the papers, she drew Otto into one of the
window-recesses, and said, with decision, "Something has occurred
between Johanna and you. Tell me what it is. You know how I love you
both."
Otto would have refused to satisfy her anxiety; but when he looked into
his aunt's kind, pleading eyes, he remembered how often he had as a boy
appealed to her, and never in vain, for aid, and it struck him that he
could find no better intercessor. "You are right, my dear aunt," he
replied, kissing her hand. "I will make my confession to you, hard
though it is. You are my last, my sole hope,--and you will help me, I
know, and not reproach me. Heaven knows I do that enough myself!" And he
told her, briefly, and with as much frankness as he could command, the
history of his betrothal, and of to-day's wretched scene in the forest.
The old lady listened with the most painful and contradictory
sensations. Her integrity, her sense of honour, were outraged by the
treachery of Otto's and Magelone's conduct towards Johanna, and yet her
warm, kindly heart could not forbear pitying Otto in the midst of his
complaints and self-reproaches, and her stern loyalty to the
Dönninghausens impressed upon her the conviction that now, as at all
other times, the first consideration was the preservation of the honour
of the name. She was quite ready, at Otto's request, to undertake the
task of reconciliation, and went up to see Johanna.
The curtains were still closed, but Johanna was no longer lying down.
With hands clasped in front of her, she was restlessly walking to and
fro. When the door opened, she turned and came towards it.
"My poor, dear child," Aunt Thekla began, but paused in dismay, as, even
in the dim light, she distinguished the expression of Johanna's
countenance. Not a trace was to be seen of weakness or of need of
sympathy: the pale face was as if carved in marble. Nothing that the old
lady had prepared to say would fit this occasion.
"Are you better?" she asked at last, to put an end to the distressing
silence.
"Yes, dear aunt; do not trouble yourself about me," Johanna replied,
with forced composure.
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